royalist: icons commissioned, please do not take (Default)
will ([personal profile] royalist) wrote in [community profile] euchronia2024-11-01 10:37 am
Entry tags:

001 » i can't help but find myself






fanart by [twitter.com profile] 8koenji.
for louis at luciferi.


luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto lxiii)

[personal profile] luciferi 2024-12-31 09:21 pm (UTC)(link)
[ there is no world to conquer and tame, no great wrongs and evils that he can fuel his suffering and pain into to turn into a new world, just the two of them in this bathtub. for so long, it had been Louis Guiabern against the world, and he had, through his spite, survived and even flourished; then he had fallen. now the king faces him with pale blue eyes and quiet demands, where no one else had ever dared to make such a move.

but perhaps Louis would only listen to a king – the king.

Louis lifts his head to watch him quietly, his gaze steady on Will who gently picks through the strands of his own stubborn words. he looks rather beautiful while he does it, even strung-thin and exhausted, there is a regal air to Will that Louis cannot deny, even disrobed and flecked with droplets of water.
]

... The world never made a place for me, I always made my own place in the world. If it's your world, perhaps it will be different. If it is as you say, then the time will come for it.

[ there's a small gap between them, and Louis urges Will forward until their lips touch. it's a brief kiss, one meant more to seal a pact than to indulge a desire.

for himself? no. but for Will, now that sounds like something he may be able to do.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xiii)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-01-01 04:23 am (UTC)(link)
[ the water creates small waves around them, breaking on limbs and hearts, and Will settles with those words. for now, at least. they float and relax until the water gets lukewarm, and then Louis drops a kingly-sized fluffy towel on Will to dry him off enough so he can change.

he's looking tired, but far more lively. it's a curious thing to know that the treatment has worked, and that the knowledge he had used to turn normal people to monsters has saved the king. while he had used it for healing this time, it meant that it may go deeper than that, and that there are still secrets of the elda that he has not uncovered.

once Louis is dressed he calls for Will's lunch, something simple that's brought in by Hulkenberg. she makes a comment that Will is looking well enough that he may soon get antsy if he remains idle, and Louis can't say that he doesn't agree – Louis is beginning to get antsy, as well.

the last stretch of treatment is not nearly as hard as the night prior, nor are they in need of Eupha's help to finish it. there are a few magla pathways that need rerouting, and others that Louis needs to check remain intact.
]

Come now, stay still for just a moment longer.

[ he says when Will twitches under his touch.

well, it's far more obvious how much touch the treatment requires when the circumstances are not-so-dire, and it's obvious the way that Will shifts a bit beneath it that all thoughts aren't just on healing. such things cross Louis' mind too when he traces the pathway down his sternum to his navel, a warm palm dipping down smooth skin that seems so natural that Louis almost forgets that this isn't foreplay, it's the last in a handful of examinations.

drawing back quickly, he arranges his expression and wonders if he needs another, colder bath later in the day.

now that Will is no longer ill, Louis takes his leave of his chambers, as it no longer seems appropriate to keep Louis Guaibern within the same quarters as the king. not necessarily because the two of them care about their nuptials, but rather, there was a former king that Louis had seen an end to. the current political state needed no more rumors to mill around it until they were married.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xviii)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-01-02 10:29 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Louis Guiabern is not unaware of his position: he is not a member of the court, the Partisans, nor holds any office that would allow him authority. that does not mean that power is beyond him, of course, he still has those who support him, those who fear him, and the ear of the king. it puts him in a position where he has nothing to display but his own raw abilities, however it also keeps the vultures guessing. after he had treated the king, the golden bracelets were put back on his wrists, much to his displeasure, but it still comforted those that would fear him.

"They're not all that happy with you," Gallica says.

them meaning the senate, and not all that happy meaning nervous, Louis assumes. though Louis has always made them nervous, shows of self-made power really makes them tremble. they have not forgotten the young lord from their own rebellions, when Louis' grip on the military had brought both Oceana and Montario to their knees.

"Of course they aren't," Louis replies, leaning back in his seat. "There are two minds of this: those that think they can control a boy king, and those that would rather see this nation burn to the ground than an elda sit on the throne. One may serve the other, as they are both means to the same ends for them. Voices that have they have feared in the past are cause for threat, if the engagement is announced, the senate will do all in its powered to delay the ceremony."

"The Prince of Oceana is planning on it, I overheard him talking to Batlin. He thinks that the king is someone who needs to be reasoned with because he's so young," Galica says with obvious distaste in her voice. there was a time when she, too, didn't understand what had gotten into Will, but the more time she spent with Louis, the more she gets it. it's why she's there now, her fairy bottom perched on a pile of books, while Will is meeting with the law makers.

"We must not allow them the chance." Louis taps a quill against a parchment in thought, the tip dry enough to leave a small indent of a dot on the page.

"He's been looking forward to this ever since I heard about it. He deserves to be happy, and not have to wait because of some stupid politics. They'll just pull him into meeting after meeting and make him sign a ton of paperwork. How do we head that off?"

Louis had taken most of Will's excited looks in stride, but now that Gallica lays it so openly, it's hard to ignore. there is complicated feelings regarding himself as the cause of that joy, but he agrees with Gallica: Will should not have to wait for what he wants because of stupid politics.

"We skip the engagement announcement and set a date for the ceremony," Louis says, leaning his temple against his knuckles. "We'll ruffle a few feathers, but save ourselves the headache of their squalling. The public will hardly notice, their intent will be upon the marriage itself and could care little of the details."

"He'd go for that, too."

"It is rather enjoyable when he sets himself aflame," Louis starts. he realizes his slip, and then lifts his gaze to Gallica. "Tell Batlin to have a little fun with them in the interim, and I'll press upon the king my own eagerness for our nuptials."

"Are you?"

"Am I what?"

"Eager?" Gallica asks, taking to the air and flitting up next to Louis' face.

"My sentiment favors action," he replies flawlessly. "While I am patient, there are certain things that are best if they come to past sooner rather than later, and it will be in the king's favor that they do."

"Sure sure."

"Send Fidelio in to see me."

Gallica makes an affirmative noise and heads toward the door before she can see the face that he makes.

there's also Louis' own followers to attend to in this matter. while neither Fidelio nor Basilio work for him particularly anymore, they do see reason when it comes to caring for the king. perhaps Fidelio has been a witness to Louis' fondness for Will for so long, that this hardly surprises him – neither of the two believe that Louis, in his current iteration, would harm the king. it's one of the only reasons they currently still listen to him.

when Louis next sees Will, it's for supper after a long day of court and paperwork. ever since he'd been ill, their meetings had been sparser, further in between. it's the nature of the beast, Louis supposes, as Will is the king, and his attention is something demanded by his patrons.
]

If we take to the gauntlet runner again, I'm certain that I'll be blamed for such recklessness. We should take advantage of that and take a trip north.

[ he says absently, knowingly, perhaps as a joke, but perhaps also not. ]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto lxvii)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-01-04 07:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[ one of the irritating things that Louis finds about being engaged and not married is that he has limited reach to Will. the king is the king, after all, and Louis is not yet meaningfully tied to his Majesty in a way that would allow him the luxury of his presence whenever he wants it (or whenever Will wants it, to an extent). it's still slightly scandalous when they're found in any proximity of intimacy, as he's certain that the rest of the senate is mounting a defense for all the reasons Louis the Villain should not marry Will the Young and Impressionable.

Louis remembers why he hates certain aspects of politics, as much as he likes folding them to his whims.

he has his own quarters and own problems to attend with still, separate from the king's or the kingdom's, and while he is ... sort of ... satisfied with it, it seems to harm Will more than him. perhaps Louis is selfish in that way. he had agreed to marriage because there's part of Will that he wanted for himself, in a way that he hadn't found himself wanting before, and Louis Guiabern does not stagger in his ambitions.
]

There are texts there that have not be rediscovered; even in my own searches, I have never been far enough to say that I have scaled the furthest reaches of where those secrets may lie. Gruidae's anatomical texts suggests that there may be companion pieces. For a while I've thought there may have been a branch of the elda tribe long dead that lived in the snows, it is as a convenient place as any to hide.

[ he settles back in his seat, looking haughty. ]

Finding such things is part of our legacy.

[ Louis is careful – when he says ours, he means theirs. not as royalty, but as two elda keen on seeking and adventuring. there is treasure in the deep snows of the mountains, Louis seems sure of it.

though there is something they probably should attend to before they begin planning their next vacation. Louis knows this, but doesn't mention it, not yet.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xxix)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-01-04 09:58 pm (UTC)(link)
[ okay, he's not expecting that. Will holds up prongs with a nice bit of dark meat with crispy skin on it expectantly, as if making an offering to his lover across the table. for a brief moment he seems like he may not ... exactly know what to do, but when a servant comes to add a side-dish of stewed pears to the table, he leans over deliberately and takes the offering from the king's fork right in front of him.

it does cause the person to pause, if only briefly, before he scampers off to make sure that their cups are filled. Louis looks pleased, he got a nice piece of meat and a rather fun reaction.

though he brings his attention back to Will.
]

If there's nothing urgent for you this week, perhaps we should attend to other matters beforehand.

[ now that the servants are a bit frazzled for eavesdropping. ]

We should marry before we go, or pressing matters will continue to push back the date. It may be preferable to make an engagement announcement, but it is not a requirement. I'm not unaware of the rumors circulating of me being your silver-tongued bedwarmer, and I would rather – if those insist upon saying such things – that at least one of them be true.

[ now Louis is the one looking expectant, because he wants another piece of pheasant. ]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto lv)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-01-05 01:52 am (UTC)(link)
[ now that the Partisans aren't fighting them, the prospect seems simple with their blessing. the rest of the Euchronia doesn't matter, not to the two of them, anyway. they can deal with the rest of the politics laid before them – the benefits still outweigh the difficulties.

the king chatters and cuts him off little pieces of meat that he eats as he's halfway leaning across the table. he looks rather good doing it, Louis Guiabern doesn't do anything without looking incredible respectable.
]

Whatever you like considering the timing, it does not matter to me whether two or two thousand people are present – though the prospect of a royal wedding is one of entertainment. We should give enough time for the tourism to settle within the city walls.

[ but not enough time for the Prince of Oceana to protest.

(perhaps some part of him knows that the king can get lonely, too. despite Louis' complaints, it would be better if they were together. not just because certain things are ... difficult, now, but also because the flexibility for Will's health is good.)
]

The city should prosper from the festivities.

[ he could get used to being fed. ]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xxxix)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-01-05 07:55 pm (UTC)(link)
[ without an engagement announcement, the senate will have difficulties coming up with any excuses to hold off the ceremony, itself. it'll be far better for Will, as they won't have time to find any "alternatives" to Louis – those that were "better options." Louis mulls as Will decides some details, holding up a little piece of food for him to eat as he does so.

Louis Guiabern has won this one for now – or rather, Will has, to an extent. he would be miserable the longer anyone decided to hold off on something he's been looking forward to, especially after he put this much of his heart into it.
]

As you will – for those elda that wish to participate, we should send word. It would give them means of funding, as well as fuel a few budding businesses.

[ as much as he dislikes the elda's behavior in keeping their own secrets of the world hidden, there is still a part of him that wants to protect them in some ways. perhaps he's now in a place that he can now that he's come out of his haze of destruction. ]

Perhaps it will pull their heads further out of the ground.

[ well, he had to complain a little. ]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xix)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-01-06 04:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[ there's nothing that he can do except succumb to Will's vision – Louis honors strength, and Will had won, which meant that he had to yield. even now, if they both unleashed their true strength, he would lose against the young king. it was not a matter of raw power, or skill, but one purely of will. he knew that he'd lose every time.

they came from the same place, with the same predisposition toward adventure, and somehow both ended here. when Louis was a young cadet in the royal army, there had been a strange feeling of hope knowing that there was an eldan prince that was in line for succession, even when the sanctum had been burned to the ground. it was a personal, secret hope he could not voice wearing a pair of horns on his head, but one he'd integrate into his own philosophy, even when he had been crushed time and time again.

there wasn't a time he thought he'd be sitting across from that eldan prince, somewhat content in his own strength, even if that meant he was not the strongest. it's a strange feeling, being content.
]

The church can play its role.

[ he knows that there's little to be done about that, but he can sound like he's giving the church permission, anyway. ]

It would be appropriate to add some eldan customs into the ceremony, even with my lineage unknown. Spells cast and knowledge passed down aren't the only means of keeping rituals alive.

[ that was his thought when he dropped from the Charadrius, covered in flowers. it was also in a way, a homage to his own parents, and it may be like that now, as well, even if he doesn't voice it. ]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto lxvi)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-01-07 04:34 am (UTC)(link)
[ it is rare, but with the mouthfuls of pheasant the king was giving him before, Louis takes it in stride. they're not in a position where he can rearrange them, put a hand on his shoulder, so he turns his palm over, letting the king touch their fingertips together. ]

I remember ribbons and knots, hands and fingers entwine. Such rituals represented the ties we have with one another. The church may have its vows, but the elda understand the significance of such actions.

[ Louis tilts his head, curious. ]

The church's words are their own, but perhaps I crave something deeper.

[ in a way, he always sort of has. he has fumbled for connection, for memory, for legacy – always searching for something that may have been right in front of him.

Will's hands is so much smaller than his own, and he has to grasp all the power within it.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xiii)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-01-07 06:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[ with his hand to his face, Louis traces the shape of his mouth, then tips his head up at the chin as Will looks down. ]

You seem displeased.

[ the medic part of Louis (newly founded) wonders if the king is still feeling ill, and may need another treatment. another part of him wonders if he's lonely, and if he should have made a move that day that he had traced his body, and damned the rumors and stayed in Will's bed. perhaps he should join him, if he's feeling disconnected, and care little of the possible consequences. he doesn't, not usually, but it seemed to keep certain political players at bay, despite how much Louis hates to indulge it. he would much rather do what he wanted.

parties and banquets have always been something expected of Louis, and this feels no different, in many ways. it's more personal this time, something that he can express himself in the tradition of his lineage that he feels closer to with Will alongside him. to him, it's important if Will is happy.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto i)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-01-07 07:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[ concern for him?

that is not what he expected, but as Will stumbles over his words, he feels a warmth that settles inside of him. he turns his hand to cup his cheek, let his fingers rest in his hair. there are not many that would concern themselves with his wants or needs, if Louis Guiabern does not want to do something, he does not do it, but Will's heart is far too kind. usually Louis marvels in its strength, but here it seems something more fragile.
]

I want to be close to you.

[ he says it as if it's a simple thing, one that he needn't question. there's a quiet, low tone to his voice. ]

Marriage will assure me that I will have that opportunity for the rest of my life. Since you are the king, there will be politics involved, and I will find every way to use them to get what I want. Even in the haze of my madness on the Charadrius, I knew I wanted to be close to you.

[ it's not often that Louis feels the need to protect Will, as Will is far too capable of protecting himself, but there is something sweet in this worry. someone could take advantage of this, pull him taut and break him to pieces, and Louis would see them dead. ]

There will never be a time that will change.
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto lviii)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-01-08 09:02 pm (UTC)(link)
[ even how that the magla has left him, even despite the cuffs around his wrists, there are parts of him that are just as unhinged as ever. while Louis' values encompassed more than just himself, there is a part of him that very selfishly wants to stay by Will, and will do anything to do so. it's an unapologetic, deliberate sort of selfishness that he embraces. the king is Euchronia's, but the king is also his.

Louis weaves his fingers through his hair, brushing over his lips when Will turns his head, the motion somewhat playful as he chirps out his excitement.
]

There is no doubt in my heart.

[ he confirms. his heart my be many things, filled with hatred and malice, but the love there is like the other two – intense and without question. sometimes he still mourns the world where the two of them ruled the hellscape he would've turned the nation into, but that time has passed. ]

Make it everything you wish it to be, celebrations should be memorable. We get far too little of it.

[ that is something he certainly believes in. ]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xiv)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-01-10 11:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[ the kiss is firm, less like one they share in unbridled desire and more like sealing of a vow. Louis Guiabern – Louis Charadrius – does not waver in his promises. the cheers of the crowd are all but distant echoes, as was the intensity on his face when he stared at Gideaux from his spot on the altar.

some concessions had to be made, and the church was one of them. Louis was not unaware that their marriage would be seen as illegitimate without the backing of the faith, but there were still deep wounds that became grudges – there's not a part of Louis that would not see the church burn to the ground. there is something satisfying about this though, where the church itself is marrying the two of them, which would have been taboo not even a year prior.

the next kiss is a fuller, not one of a promise, but tinged with passion, uncaring to the onlookers. Gideaux does not expect a kiss past the first, and looks away at the second out of what seems like a privacy offering, where Louis sweeps the king forward by the hips and kisses the corner of his lips, then on the mouth again. the cheer from the crowd erupts in a way he hardly cares about, somewhere away from the altar, off far from the two of them.

the streets are full of color and flowers, voices calling their names, scandalous gossip and opportunists. the good spirits are contagious. it all has a sort of haphazard harmony to it, Louis thinks: the merchants trade their wares, the elda and mustari among them; drunkards roll through the streets by the end of the morning, making progress on the celebratory libations; and the Partisans all play their own parts, all having caught some degree of Will's enthusiasm. really, it's as if all of Grand Trad has caught his enthusiasm, and is quite the sight, indeed.

the party is expected to go on for days, tapering off at the end of the week. not necessarily because of any grand plans made by the king, but the populace's celebrations seem to become a beast all their own. King Wilhelm's reign has been quiet enough since his coronation that everyone seems eager to celebration, as if they could grasp just a bit of the grandeur.

Louis had organized a tournament for the day after the wedding, open to all that would show up to test their skills. it roused his followers and piqued the interest of every passer that had seen his former posters prior to his downfall (though it hardly feels like he had a downfall at all, these days). it would bring opportunity to those who have talent and have not seen it through, it also seemed to rouse interest in the royal army, as if all inspiring to clamor for some of the strength that Count Louis – now the king consort – extrudes. there would be a day or two before he made an appearance, as the preliminaries needed to wrap up before the true tournament began. of course, Louis knew that Will would want him to himself for at least a few days after this, he's come to expect it.

Junah sings in the gardens of the palace, her voice carrying, through some spell, even past its walls. there are plates and plates of food, some the king's favorite dishes, others prepared and overseen by Basilio, who put the menu together himself. there are nobles, familiar faces, friends and honorable guests all mingling around the decorated gardens. there's even a small band of fairies that came from the elda village, giggling and waving at Gallica whenever they found a window to do so.

at the dais is the table for the king and his Partisans, seated there with drinks and small dishes as the guests offered last minute gifts and blessings. Louis now knows to lean partially inward when Will seems to want to share – either a sip of some sweet wine or a small bite of something that seems to please him.
]

They're rather apt on getting your attention.

[ Louis remarks to Gallica, who's floating somewhere between his head and Will's, dressed in white lace for the occasion.

"Don't make me go over there," Gallica puffs out. "They're all really airheaded."

as if in response, Louis tilts his head in, shrinking the space between the three of them and leaning in to kiss Will, forcing Gallica to flit out behind them with a little hey!
]
Edited 2025-01-10 23:38 (UTC)

(no subject)

[personal profile] luciferi - 2025-01-19 02:14 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] luciferi - 2025-01-24 05:07 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] luciferi - 2025-01-26 23:09 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] luciferi - 2025-01-30 23:42 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] luciferi - 2025-02-01 00:39 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] luciferi - 2025-02-04 01:44 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] luciferi - 2025-02-06 03:16 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] luciferi - 2025-02-08 22:21 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] luciferi - 2025-02-10 05:50 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] luciferi - 2025-02-11 04:01 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] luciferi - 2025-02-17 02:44 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] luciferi - 2025-02-20 03:54 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] luciferi - 2025-02-25 04:30 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] luciferi - 2025-02-27 02:03 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] luciferi - 2025-03-03 04:28 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] luciferi - 2025-03-07 04:02 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] luciferi - 2025-03-12 03:31 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] luciferi - 2025-03-21 03:11 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] luciferi - 2025-03-31 01:08 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] luciferi - 2025-04-14 02:00 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] luciferi - 2025-04-25 03:35 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] luciferi - 2025-04-28 02:48 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] luciferi - 2025-05-03 02:54 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] luciferi - 2025-05-16 03:25 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] luciferi - 2025-05-26 21:32 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] luciferi - 2025-05-28 03:44 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] luciferi - 2025-05-31 18:46 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] luciferi - 2025-06-08 03:46 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] luciferi - 2025-06-18 01:33 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] luciferi - 2025-07-07 04:01 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] luciferi - 2025-07-10 01:54 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] luciferi - 2025-07-22 02:41 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] luciferi - 2025-08-06 03:14 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] luciferi - 2025-08-19 04:28 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] luciferi - 2025-08-26 02:18 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] luciferi - 2025-09-14 21:35 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] luciferi - 2025-09-19 02:30 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] luciferi - 2025-10-12 22:09 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] luciferi - 2025-10-25 21:10 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] luciferi - 2025-11-03 02:41 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] luciferi - 2025-11-10 02:29 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] luciferi - 2025-11-13 03:10 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] luciferi - 2025-11-25 21:34 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] luciferi - 2025-11-30 00:56 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] luciferi - 2025-12-03 01:59 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] luciferi - 2025-12-27 22:45 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] luciferi - 2026-01-25 02:53 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] luciferi - 2026-02-03 02:51 (UTC) - Expand