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luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xliv)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-05-16 03:25 am (UTC)(link)
[ it feels good to have no other social barriers between them, not even ones of Louis' own making, instead they have the full pleasure of each other's company. Will rides him like he always seemed like he wanted to in their brief meetings and partings on the Charadrius, held back by both Louis' position and his own (rightful) caution. there's nothing holding the king back now – he has Louis fully, he's now anointed and crowned, and the danger has long passed. Louis finds his breath matching Will's pace as he bounces above him, finding the right rhythm to pleasure them both.

to anchor him, Louis takes his wrists gently, firmly, and holds him steady with one hand. if Will wishes to lose himself in abandon, Louis is inclined to help, as there is a beauty in Will's wilds. it's something Louis always found himself waiting for: Will to cut lose, to drown in pleasure.
]

Can you be good a little longer?

[ his voice is a quiet purr, low in the room around them. ]

Just a little longer. Good ...

[ the heat is rising, and he can feel the warmth pool in his belly, along the wet friction of where they're meeting. Will isn't the only one holding back, as Louis makes an attempt to starve off his orgasm for a little longer to see the way Will's face shifts with pleasure: low eyelids and parted lips, and small, desperate gasps.

he runs his palm from his hip to his rear, as if a sort of gentle coaxing will somehow give him what he wants.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto li)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-05-26 09:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[ each breath is paced with Will's movements, steady to make certain he does not release before his king is finished. there's really something lovely about seeing Will like this, unhinged and drowning in his own pleasure, extending the soft curves of his body as if he was swept up in passionate dance. the friction is sweet in contrast to the sting of his neck, both sending a swell of pleasure each time Will drops his hips. there's a little bounce in his hair as it frames his cheeks, soft silver threads that are prone to waves as they get longer, in a mesmerizing movement.

Will loses himself a little further, and Louis feels the hitch in his loins, and the warmth that spreads over his thighs. the wait was worth it, all to see Will shudder and moan and ride him until he's exhausted. through his desire-fueled haze, Louis thinks that he may be able to stay hard for the next round he knows Will is going to want after this. that is, until Will comes, and his insides tighten around him, and in an instant that blindsides him, he releases with an uncharacteristic gasp, filling up his king again with a few pumps.
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Hah ...

[ he sucks in a breath, steadying Will as he steadies himself. the hand that had cupped his rear slides down to his trembling thighs, either to still him or even enjoy the byproduct of his own making. ]

I don't believe I've ever exhausted you this much. A new victory, perhaps.

[ he talks as if he's testing if he can still speak, to his surprise he can. ]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto lxii)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-05-28 03:44 am (UTC)(link)
[ they'd both been waiting long enough that Louis almost thought that Will would explode from the tension. in some ways he would've liked to see that, but Will had shown admirable will power throughout their courting, that Louis had to respect it. he gets his prize now, though, all of his prize as much as he wants to indulge, and if anyone deserves the full extent of that sort of indulgence, it's Will. he worked long and hard for this: saved the world, brought Louis back, then allowed him the space to make a decision for himself. at any point it could have gone to an unsalvageable point, but Will earnestly kept his hopes.

and here they were.

it was infectious in some way, Will's bright personality, and being around him so much has made Louis notice that his more nihilistic tendencies didn't feel so heavy. his mood didn't feel so dark. the prospect of affection, the willingness to give it, and Will's non-judgement made him more comfortable with himself in the world than he ever thought he'd be.
]

You've plenty of years to do so, in light of the ceremony.

[ a joke, kind of, and Louis seems to find himself amusing. ]

I'll have to be certain to train myself to maintain some level of victory, 'less you win all the time.

[ and Louis can't have that.

one of his arms loops under Will's elbow and around his waist, resting there for his king to catch his breath. after a moment of his chest rising and falling, he centers himself and pushes himself up on an arm, taking Will upright with him.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xlviii)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-05-31 06:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[ with the cum and sweat between them, Will kind of sticks to him. it reminds him of the light adhesive meant to stick the top page of a book into the cover, especially when the corners curl up slightly. Will even sticks a little bit when he sits up, pressed up against his chest and at ready to coax Louis back into bed if he must. ]

You're quite demanding, and I'm feeling parched.

[ he did give quite a lot of his fluids to Will, and he's certain Will will want more by the end of the night. ]

For a brief moment, you'll have to allow me some freedom to quench it, hm? 'Less you plan to fall into slumber before our nuptials are adequately consummated.

[ Will is looking droopy, his body recovering from a few good bouts of play certainly has sunk into his bones. they have quite a bit to make up for in their time apart (Will moreso, who had months without him before he brought him back).

yet Louis does not rise, not yet, giving Will a bit more time to stick to him before he gets up.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto lxvi)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-06-08 03:46 am (UTC)(link)
[ it's a small reprieve, as he's certain Will get his next wind shortly, but enough for him to get some much needed water. the king — the King of Euchronia – licks his tit and then rolls over in boyish giggles. Louis rests a hand on his head and smooths back his messy hair, suddenly, and oddly, realizing that he's never had many moments like this. when was the last time when he was buried in affection enough to leave someone drunk in his company?

Louis slides toward the end of the bed, getting to his feet and giving Will an eyeful of what he never got when they coupled on the Charadrius (but did get in their last battle together). no matter how much of a mess Louis is, he never looks anything but elegant, even the red little marks look good on his collar, a contrast to his pale skin. he wears them like jewelry that hangs just above his black heart as he reaches for the closest robe at the bedside, tying it around his waist and stepping across the room to where a thoughtful servant has placed a pitcher and goblets. there's discarded clothing all over that he carelessly steps over, as if they'll never need them again.

he can observe Will from the table placement, the king stretched out over the sheets, tousled as if he's been in a good fight, slim and nude and slightly shiny from fluids. certainly, he could get used to this. sometimes he feels like a feral animal within a cage of a grand castle, but in this bedroom Will is his – all his, and the two of them are as equal as they are on the battlefield. instead of heading back right away, he admires his new husband and drinks his water as if it were fine wine.

gently, he says:
]

Turn over.

[ it's not exactly a command, but a sort of quiet curiosity, just to see what every side of Will may look like as he is now. ]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xv)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-06-18 01:33 am (UTC)(link)
[ while Louis' plan of becoming king did not pan out, there is a nobility in him that will never shake out. in this moment, he likes knowing the king is his, and that the king will listen to the gentle command to show him his body. there's some primal satisfaction in him that comes from it – that comes from this, really – watching. perhaps losing to Will was not a bad thing, knowing that this was where he was now, knowing that he got this.

Will puts on a show for him, rolling onto his back, stretching the shape of his body and accentuating all of his curves while Louis sips his water. there's a sense of power in this. with a twist of his wrist, Louis rolls the water in the goblet, deliberately resisting the urge to join Will once again in bed.
]

Enough to see more.

[ despite the easy words, it's obvious where his eyes are, half-lidded and sharp with lust. it won't take much to get him back to bed, but he's feeling playful, and he wants a little more of a show.

with one hand he leans back against the table, not quite matching Will's show of seduction, but not leaving much to the imagination as to the curves that are beneath his robes. he may mean to distract Will as much as Will means to seduce him.
]

Go on, show me.

[ he smiles when he puts his lips to his cup. ]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xxviii)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-07-07 04:01 am (UTC)(link)
[ it's something just for him, a moment not meant for anyone else. he had crawled, been corrupted and died for this, but it seems far enough away that it all feels worth it. Will is soft and supple, arching like an animal in the throes of passion, dancing with the shadows. Louis thinks he could get used to this, days of politics (perhaps of battle), and nights of coming back to Will's open arms to bury himself between his legs. he had been trying to find a place in Will's new world, but even if it's his first time within the walls of this bedroom, he feels like he can finally grasp it.

beneath his dark lashes, he keeps his gaze on the young king who's dancing in the sheets, hand between his legs like a picture painted in colors so vivid it could be touched. Louis can feel himself stir again, somewhere in the folds of his robe, brushing up against his thighs.
]

Just like that ...

[ he says lowly with his lips to the goblet, his breath labored. certainly, can Will so easily keep his attention from across the room? it seems as if that's the case. after all, he does not need to divert his infatuation with Will anymore. there's no need to protect himself from it.

as Will wishes, he seems to summon Louis from across the room, who despite feeling quite brimming with desire, strides at an easy pace as if he's enjoying the show far too much for it to end (he is). the goblet clinks against the night table as its set down, and Louis sits on the corner of the bed. he cups his hand along Will's cheek, thumb tracing down his chin and tangling in the loops of silver hair that frame his face.
]

You look good ...
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto lviii)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-07-10 01:54 am (UTC)(link)
[ gently, he runs his thumb along the curve from his ear to his cheek, over the king's bottom lip to feel his breath against it. Louis takes in Will's body from where he's sitting, allowing his eyes to wander along the swell of his chest and down between his legs, to where he's pleasuring himself. the sight mingled with his scent from their rounds of play. like a dream, he slides closer, the weight on the bed shifting until he's leaning down over his new husband, his blond hair falling like a curtain above him. ]

This close...?

[ he says, letting his words drawl as he presses his thumb between Will's lips and into the warmth of his mouth. ]

Or closer still, perhaps ...

[ his thumb presses down on Will's tongue, into the wet slope he drags it down and back again. that mouth always feels good, pretty when he talks, soft and wet when Louis puts a finger there. there's no move to touch him, not yet, there's something enjoyable about this that Louis finds that he likes, something satisfying in watching the king pant and twist in the sheets. the wetness of his mouth makes him rise beneath his robe, the swell of his cock pleasant and hot against his thigh.

Louis will have him again, but he quite likes him like this, first.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto lxiii)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-07-22 02:41 am (UTC)(link)
[ there are soft, secret parts of Will that are privy only to him now, a former enemy turned partner. there is a trust here that disquiets him, but he craves it all the same that makes him want more of it – what else is he to do with this existence, now? in this, perhaps pleasure is an answer. Will shifts beneath his tough, love drunk and free, allowing himself to drown in it. there's so much to unlearn, but small steps. one at a time. ]

Good ...

[ Will liked that word before, and there is something beautiful about watching the king writhe on the bed, slim limbs and tousled hair. slowly, Louis drags a palm down the center of his chest and presses down just above his stomach, stilling the movement of his hips. ]

Slow down. You look good like this, it would be a shame if it ended so quickly.

[ he tilts Will's chin back, not breaking eye contact. ]

Why don't you turn over for me?

[ there's a smooth, soft tone to his voice, as if he knows just how to say something to make it sound good. ]
luciferi: by luciferi dnt (canto lxxxv)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-08-06 03:14 am (UTC)(link)
[ there's a moment of soft control that makes him shudder, his breath drawing in through his lips and then out his nose as he contains the sudden swell of desire inside. Will's wet mouth on his thumb, nibbling and whining around it; the king obediently pausing his touching to heed the request.

the king with a glaze of pleasure in his eyes, so full that he looks as if he'd overflow.

Louis smudges some saliva across his lips, wetting his cheek. for as long as he had sat on the politics of power and domination between him and Will, he finds that it's comfortable to fall into a pattern of both: the bruises from Will's mouth still red on his chest, and now the king hanging by a thread as Louis tells him gently to wait.

a hand cups Will's cheek.
]

It certainly seems like long enough to be "always." There are things in this life meant to be savored, Will, and you are one of them.

[ Louis lets the robe fall from his shoulders, discarding it on the bed. he tips Will's chin up for a kiss before he rearranges himself to settle behind him, pulling his hips closer. there are more favored positions, but there is something inside him that stirs at the image of the king on his knees. he's already hard, rubbing the length of his cock up against Will's sweet hole. ]

You look beyond the point of waiting, but you're being so good.

[ before long, he's pressing inside of him again as if it's second nature, with a long, slow thrust. ]
luciferi: by luciferi dnt (canto lxxv)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-08-19 04:28 am (UTC)(link)
[ it is quite impressive how disciplined Will can be – keeping himself from knocking on Louis' chamber door for months, holding himself back from self-pleasure and simmering in anticipation. it's also quite lovely to watch him fall apart, to reap the greedy benefit of his own desires that had come to a head after so many careful steps. they've come a long way since Louis had beckoned Will into the office of the Charadrius with his own lewd intentions, back when they had to keep the secret between them.

it's satisfying to watch Will give into those desires, breathless and quivering, breaking apart on the sheets. they were careful, for so long, not to show weakness in front of one another, always playing a quiet power game. there's nothing left to do anymore than bask in the affection, and allow Will to fall apart without consequence.

there are other positions that are more favorable to the two of them, but Louis can't help but enjoy the view from where he is. the king kneeling in front of him, trembling in the thighs, gripping the sheets and whimpering as he comes. there's a fine curve in his back, and the shadow of his spine, the way he twists his pretty limbs against the bed, and the tangle of silver hair, softly matted, much like the rest of him.

Louis does offer him a moment of reprieve, but not much of one.
]

Is there enough for one more?

[ he asks slyly, dragging his hands from Will's waist to his hips, settling there to hold him still, allow him the freedom to fall apart as much as he'd like.

Louis starts slow, with long, deep thrusts. selfishly, he wants to enjoy Will like this, after a full night of pleasure, both their bodies sweaty after so many claims. it feels good with each squeeze, keeping his breath paced to the roll of his hips.
]
luciferi: by luciferi dnt (Default)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-08-26 02:18 am (UTC)(link)
[ Will is light enough for him to keep hold of him, gripping his hips even if his knees slip, or his thighs threaten to give out. his new husband is tall enough that when Louis leans over him, lifts him to get a new angle, that tendrils of his long, blond hair brush against his back. as he leans in, he gets closer, leaning over Will in a haze, his breathes coming out at long pants that measure his thrusts.

there's no need to hold back anymore; those feelings of affection that bubble to the surface can be sharpened like a knife, much like his other emotions. the two of them had put each other through various types of hell already, and Will had already proven that he was strong enough not to die, no matter how they tried to kill each other.
]

Good ...

[ he says it as if he meant to add to it, but he can't, the words lose themselves in the breath of his throat. the king twitches around his cock, urging him deeper, soft and slick, and drunk on the desire. the pleasure pools in his belly, somewhere in his groin and feels hot. this isn't something he finds he wants to hold, even as his thrusts slow, he runs his fingers along Will's cock, up the shaft and along the shape of the head. with a deep breath he releases, holding his king up with one hand, pleasuring him with the other.

he had tried so hard to become the king through violence, but now he was the king through love.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto i)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-09-14 09:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[ when they had met in secret trysts before their nuptials, it was a secret based on timing: when Will could wander from his friends, when Louis could part himself from his ambition for pleasure, and when those two events crossed they came together for as long as they could before parting. there wasn't time to linger in each other's company when they were enemies, as the world outside their own demanded their attention. what happened between them was easy to push back, cover with the ongoing events of an increasingly chaotic world.

now that they have time for one another, Louis is finding that the new king is absolutely insatiable. while this is their wedding night, they've already coupled several times, and Louis still has the fresh bruises on his collar to show for it. there's a moment where he wonders, absently, how he's going to keep up.

it's still surprising to learn Will can talk and muttering soft affections that Louis still not used to hearing. he has to pull out before he can rearrange a limp Will in his arms, allowing gravity to press their sticky bodies together for the king to enjoy.
]

I'm still more used to having your blade to my throat than hearing you utter those words.

[ he's somewhat amused, but still self-aware to some extent. that loneliness is still hollow inside of him, but it will become faraway soon enough, it will just take time.

Louis Guiabern is not the sort of man who's used to being loved.
]

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