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001 » i can't help but find myself






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luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto lv)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-01-05 01:52 am (UTC)(link)
[ now that the Partisans aren't fighting them, the prospect seems simple with their blessing. the rest of the Euchronia doesn't matter, not to the two of them, anyway. they can deal with the rest of the politics laid before them – the benefits still outweigh the difficulties.

the king chatters and cuts him off little pieces of meat that he eats as he's halfway leaning across the table. he looks rather good doing it, Louis Guiabern doesn't do anything without looking incredible respectable.
]

Whatever you like considering the timing, it does not matter to me whether two or two thousand people are present – though the prospect of a royal wedding is one of entertainment. We should give enough time for the tourism to settle within the city walls.

[ but not enough time for the Prince of Oceana to protest.

(perhaps some part of him knows that the king can get lonely, too. despite Louis' complaints, it would be better if they were together. not just because certain things are ... difficult, now, but also because the flexibility for Will's health is good.)
]

The city should prosper from the festivities.

[ he could get used to being fed. ]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xxxix)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-01-05 07:55 pm (UTC)(link)
[ without an engagement announcement, the senate will have difficulties coming up with any excuses to hold off the ceremony, itself. it'll be far better for Will, as they won't have time to find any "alternatives" to Louis – those that were "better options." Louis mulls as Will decides some details, holding up a little piece of food for him to eat as he does so.

Louis Guiabern has won this one for now – or rather, Will has, to an extent. he would be miserable the longer anyone decided to hold off on something he's been looking forward to, especially after he put this much of his heart into it.
]

As you will – for those elda that wish to participate, we should send word. It would give them means of funding, as well as fuel a few budding businesses.

[ as much as he dislikes the elda's behavior in keeping their own secrets of the world hidden, there is still a part of him that wants to protect them in some ways. perhaps he's now in a place that he can now that he's come out of his haze of destruction. ]

Perhaps it will pull their heads further out of the ground.

[ well, he had to complain a little. ]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xix)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-01-06 04:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[ there's nothing that he can do except succumb to Will's vision – Louis honors strength, and Will had won, which meant that he had to yield. even now, if they both unleashed their true strength, he would lose against the young king. it was not a matter of raw power, or skill, but one purely of will. he knew that he'd lose every time.

they came from the same place, with the same predisposition toward adventure, and somehow both ended here. when Louis was a young cadet in the royal army, there had been a strange feeling of hope knowing that there was an eldan prince that was in line for succession, even when the sanctum had been burned to the ground. it was a personal, secret hope he could not voice wearing a pair of horns on his head, but one he'd integrate into his own philosophy, even when he had been crushed time and time again.

there wasn't a time he thought he'd be sitting across from that eldan prince, somewhat content in his own strength, even if that meant he was not the strongest. it's a strange feeling, being content.
]

The church can play its role.

[ he knows that there's little to be done about that, but he can sound like he's giving the church permission, anyway. ]

It would be appropriate to add some eldan customs into the ceremony, even with my lineage unknown. Spells cast and knowledge passed down aren't the only means of keeping rituals alive.

[ that was his thought when he dropped from the Charadrius, covered in flowers. it was also in a way, a homage to his own parents, and it may be like that now, as well, even if he doesn't voice it. ]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto lxvi)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-01-07 04:34 am (UTC)(link)
[ it is rare, but with the mouthfuls of pheasant the king was giving him before, Louis takes it in stride. they're not in a position where he can rearrange them, put a hand on his shoulder, so he turns his palm over, letting the king touch their fingertips together. ]

I remember ribbons and knots, hands and fingers entwine. Such rituals represented the ties we have with one another. The church may have its vows, but the elda understand the significance of such actions.

[ Louis tilts his head, curious. ]

The church's words are their own, but perhaps I crave something deeper.

[ in a way, he always sort of has. he has fumbled for connection, for memory, for legacy – always searching for something that may have been right in front of him.

Will's hands is so much smaller than his own, and he has to grasp all the power within it.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xiii)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-01-07 06:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[ with his hand to his face, Louis traces the shape of his mouth, then tips his head up at the chin as Will looks down. ]

You seem displeased.

[ the medic part of Louis (newly founded) wonders if the king is still feeling ill, and may need another treatment. another part of him wonders if he's lonely, and if he should have made a move that day that he had traced his body, and damned the rumors and stayed in Will's bed. perhaps he should join him, if he's feeling disconnected, and care little of the possible consequences. he doesn't, not usually, but it seemed to keep certain political players at bay, despite how much Louis hates to indulge it. he would much rather do what he wanted.

parties and banquets have always been something expected of Louis, and this feels no different, in many ways. it's more personal this time, something that he can express himself in the tradition of his lineage that he feels closer to with Will alongside him. to him, it's important if Will is happy.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto i)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-01-07 07:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[ concern for him?

that is not what he expected, but as Will stumbles over his words, he feels a warmth that settles inside of him. he turns his hand to cup his cheek, let his fingers rest in his hair. there are not many that would concern themselves with his wants or needs, if Louis Guiabern does not want to do something, he does not do it, but Will's heart is far too kind. usually Louis marvels in its strength, but here it seems something more fragile.
]

I want to be close to you.

[ he says it as if it's a simple thing, one that he needn't question. there's a quiet, low tone to his voice. ]

Marriage will assure me that I will have that opportunity for the rest of my life. Since you are the king, there will be politics involved, and I will find every way to use them to get what I want. Even in the haze of my madness on the Charadrius, I knew I wanted to be close to you.

[ it's not often that Louis feels the need to protect Will, as Will is far too capable of protecting himself, but there is something sweet in this worry. someone could take advantage of this, pull him taut and break him to pieces, and Louis would see them dead. ]

There will never be a time that will change.
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto lviii)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-01-08 09:02 pm (UTC)(link)
[ even how that the magla has left him, even despite the cuffs around his wrists, there are parts of him that are just as unhinged as ever. while Louis' values encompassed more than just himself, there is a part of him that very selfishly wants to stay by Will, and will do anything to do so. it's an unapologetic, deliberate sort of selfishness that he embraces. the king is Euchronia's, but the king is also his.

Louis weaves his fingers through his hair, brushing over his lips when Will turns his head, the motion somewhat playful as he chirps out his excitement.
]

There is no doubt in my heart.

[ he confirms. his heart my be many things, filled with hatred and malice, but the love there is like the other two – intense and without question. sometimes he still mourns the world where the two of them ruled the hellscape he would've turned the nation into, but that time has passed. ]

Make it everything you wish it to be, celebrations should be memorable. We get far too little of it.

[ that is something he certainly believes in. ]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xiv)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-01-10 11:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[ the kiss is firm, less like one they share in unbridled desire and more like sealing of a vow. Louis Guiabern – Louis Charadrius – does not waver in his promises. the cheers of the crowd are all but distant echoes, as was the intensity on his face when he stared at Gideaux from his spot on the altar.

some concessions had to be made, and the church was one of them. Louis was not unaware that their marriage would be seen as illegitimate without the backing of the faith, but there were still deep wounds that became grudges – there's not a part of Louis that would not see the church burn to the ground. there is something satisfying about this though, where the church itself is marrying the two of them, which would have been taboo not even a year prior.

the next kiss is a fuller, not one of a promise, but tinged with passion, uncaring to the onlookers. Gideaux does not expect a kiss past the first, and looks away at the second out of what seems like a privacy offering, where Louis sweeps the king forward by the hips and kisses the corner of his lips, then on the mouth again. the cheer from the crowd erupts in a way he hardly cares about, somewhere away from the altar, off far from the two of them.

the streets are full of color and flowers, voices calling their names, scandalous gossip and opportunists. the good spirits are contagious. it all has a sort of haphazard harmony to it, Louis thinks: the merchants trade their wares, the elda and mustari among them; drunkards roll through the streets by the end of the morning, making progress on the celebratory libations; and the Partisans all play their own parts, all having caught some degree of Will's enthusiasm. really, it's as if all of Grand Trad has caught his enthusiasm, and is quite the sight, indeed.

the party is expected to go on for days, tapering off at the end of the week. not necessarily because of any grand plans made by the king, but the populace's celebrations seem to become a beast all their own. King Wilhelm's reign has been quiet enough since his coronation that everyone seems eager to celebration, as if they could grasp just a bit of the grandeur.

Louis had organized a tournament for the day after the wedding, open to all that would show up to test their skills. it roused his followers and piqued the interest of every passer that had seen his former posters prior to his downfall (though it hardly feels like he had a downfall at all, these days). it would bring opportunity to those who have talent and have not seen it through, it also seemed to rouse interest in the royal army, as if all inspiring to clamor for some of the strength that Count Louis – now the king consort – extrudes. there would be a day or two before he made an appearance, as the preliminaries needed to wrap up before the true tournament began. of course, Louis knew that Will would want him to himself for at least a few days after this, he's come to expect it.

Junah sings in the gardens of the palace, her voice carrying, through some spell, even past its walls. there are plates and plates of food, some the king's favorite dishes, others prepared and overseen by Basilio, who put the menu together himself. there are nobles, familiar faces, friends and honorable guests all mingling around the decorated gardens. there's even a small band of fairies that came from the elda village, giggling and waving at Gallica whenever they found a window to do so.

at the dais is the table for the king and his Partisans, seated there with drinks and small dishes as the guests offered last minute gifts and blessings. Louis now knows to lean partially inward when Will seems to want to share – either a sip of some sweet wine or a small bite of something that seems to please him.
]

They're rather apt on getting your attention.

[ Louis remarks to Gallica, who's floating somewhere between his head and Will's, dressed in white lace for the occasion.

"Don't make me go over there," Gallica puffs out. "They're all really airheaded."

as if in response, Louis tilts his head in, shrinking the space between the three of them and leaning in to kiss Will, forcing Gallica to flit out behind them with a little hey!
]
Edited 2025-01-10 23:38 (UTC)
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto i)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-01-19 02:14 am (UTC)(link)
[ while Louis is never particularly obedient, he seems somewhat content to let Will feed him. it is titillating to him in the way that the king, who has defeated him utterly and completely, is now feeding him. there's a tinge of power to it that thrills him. Louis lounges with his temple to his knuckles, shifting slightly and opening his mouth just enough for Will to feed him.

to Louis, a celebration is a celebration, and this is, to an extent, his as much as it is Will's to drink in and enjoy. there's no need to hide his affection, especially when in contrast to skeptical onlookers and furious naysayers. it's enough for him to know that each time their lips touch that someone is getting mad about it.

he's partially paying attention to the wedding antics playing out in the garden, though his attention is on Will. all and all, Louis seems to enjoy his pie.
]

The king winning the king consort's tournament would stoke the conspiratorial flames of those determined to incite one.

[ though the thought itself amuses him to a degree. ]

During our rivalry, I remember you were among the top ranks in the coliseum. Do you crave a new challenge?

[ (he was keeping tabs on Will at the time, after all.)

it's an honest question – he had heard a lot about Will's climb to popularity, and it wasn't always speeches and kindness. there was a grittiness to it too: dungeons filled with monsters, dragons radiating fear, and humans that ravaged the countryside. Will is no stranger to battle. it's also a funny question, given that Louis is rather well-dressed in wedding robes, with his hair braided and pulled back as he asks it.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto ix)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-01-24 05:07 am (UTC)(link)
[ well, that is curious. though Will has won – he has become king, tamed dragons, crawled through ancient dungeons and defeated Louis at his worst. yet here he is, mulling over not being able to enter the king consort's tournament, because there's still something within him that craves strength.

Louis sits back, pleased. Will is being cocky, but he's certainly not wrong. the king would win – perhaps there's aspects of Louis' dream yet within the world, though it has mostly died.
]

Is that so?

[ Louis tilts his head, leaning in. his voice is as smooth as silk. as he speaks in gets closer, bridging the space between them. ]

Perhaps I could fulfill that need for you.

[ before Will can respond, Louis sits up and reaches for a piece of bread that's not far from him. there's an aristocrat approaching the dais, some daughter of a lord of a lord sort of thing. she leaves some candied fruit in front of them (which is whisked off by an attendant), and Louis gives his majesty a pointed look before he eats. ]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xv)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-01-26 11:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[ to say that love is a savior never rung true Louis, possibly because after his parents died his life had been so devoid of it that it was hard to imagine that anything could be built on the obscure. if he was asked about a future where his ambitions were thwarted, he would have never conceived that it would end in marriage, only death. he won or he died; that was the promise.

and yet, here he was, leaning in and finding affectionate words for a king who defiantly, desperately saved him. it was not just Will's world that needed building, but pure rejection of the idea of duality. Louis had offered it in his own way, but a world monsters and bloody battle was not made of romance and fantasy.

his new husband is easily malleable, and from his bedroom eyes it's already easy to tell what's on his mind.
]

To think, we've been quite patient.

[ Louis takes a moment to admire him, his eyes closed and his lips parted, but he doesn't feed him just yet. he traces his lip from the center to the corner, as he seems to like to do, enjoying the soft shape before putting a jam-covered piece of sweet bread in his mouth. Gallica's already off before either of them can say anything, both of them a bit too entranced with one another to see her off.

not only did he not believe his the end of his prior ambitions would end in marriage, even less so did Louis Guiabern believe he would be feeding a lover on a flower-covered dais.

he hears someone whistle loudly at them, looking up directly at the noise that seems to be a very intoxicated Loveless. (somewhere in his brain he wonders where in any world that this uncultured half-wit became a candidate.) while he doesn't notice Louis' piercing gaze on him, Catherina picks up on it like a knife is held to Loveless' throat. she drags him down again, elbow around his neck and a curse on her lips.

"Don't pay attention to him, he's just an idiot!"

"Hey, shouldn't you be careful? No fights at the king's wedding!" someone hisses just above a whisper.

Basilio leans forward in his seat, clearly amused.

then Louis gets up and holds up his cup, everyone stills, as if holding their breath.
]

Come now, a wedding without a few good scuffles would turn out rather dull. A round for the winner.

[ it goes over well enough, with Loveless tumbling to the floor with a laugh that will surely be a few nasty bruises come tomorrow morning. it seems to put some ease to the room that felt that their way of celebrating may not be appropriate – well, times are different, now. ]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xlviii)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-01-30 11:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[ the day is long and the festivities are vast. it's been quite a while since there's been a royal wedding, and this is the first one many have seen in their lifetimes. it's even rarer due to the elda that now occupies the throne (or eldas, to those who know).

while the guests finish their food and drink, both Will and Louis are whisked away to freshen up. there are a few outer layers that need to be changed, both of them need their hair attended to, and a breather to use the facilities before the next ceremony. Louis is somewhat used to this – court celebrations had always been long, and never entirely about person they're being thrown for, but certainly about spectacle. he's very good at spectacle. it's refreshing to see Will make it his own in all the small ways that he's excited, despite who wants to see them paraded, at the end of the day, it is theirs to claim.

they manage to sneak in another kiss before they leave to stand in front of Lady Gruidae, who awaits them in the garden under a flowered archway. this ceremony is far smaller, given the reasoning for it, but the Partisans are there, and quite a few of the elda from the village have shown up. Louis has more respect for the traditions of the elda than that of the church, and there is some private satisfaction in bringing them out of hiding and into the heart of Euchronia. to all there, the king is elda and the consort is clemar, but there are a few among the crowd that know the truth, that Lady Gruidae is marrying two elda.

she says something from the pages of a book that's tied back to ritual, knots their conjoined hands with ribbon at each passage. Louis isn't paying attention to her, his half-lidded eyes fixed on Will, who looks as if he has energy to spare. as each knot is tied, it reminds him of all the pain and joy it took them to get here – each one is a time when they met and parted, or when they tried to kill each other, or when they passed in the night, some nuance in their ideals not allowing them partnership.

there are drinks and snacks when it finishes, and they're sat at a table where some of the elda from the village offer their congratulations. somewhere between one person and the next, Louis tucks a white flower behind Will's ear before sitting back in satisfaction as the next person takes his attention.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto lxiii)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-02-01 12:39 am (UTC)(link)
[ there are still well wishes and congratulations and they retire, it's already late into the evening, and the two of them have been up well before dawn. Louis still seems amenable, awake and unbothered.

still, the quiet feels nice.

there's no chatter to drown out the sound of the door clicking shut, or an echo of laughter so loud that he needs to lean closer to Will to hear his voice. it's just quiet; just the two of them. after loyalty, betrayal, death and ambition, here they were. there was always an intimacy that Louis felt when they fought, as if everyone else around the two of them faded away, and it was just the sound of their swords clashing. he feels that now, too.

Louis is impressed with Will's discipline, he half expected to be pressed into the frame of their door before they managed to get through it. the king has been quiet patient for someone who was at the door of the Charadrius not two days after their first tryst.

his expression softens somewhat as Will reaches for his cheek.
]

Moreso then I've been in a while.

[ that is the truth of it. Louis has been less troubled, and he doesn't know if it's because his ambitions have crumbled and he is no longer a slave to them, or if being by Will has made him content. it could be something with their magla, but he hasn't let his thoughts linger too much on it, perhaps one day he will.

when the cloak hits the ground, his eyes follow it, and he reaches forward to tuck his fingers in the loose hem holding Will's jacket together before tugging him forward.
]

... Come here.

[ his voice gets lower. ]

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