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luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto i)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-03-07 04:02 am (UTC)(link)
[ each movement is long, drawn out, slow and indulgent. there's suddenly so much to make up for, all the time they hadn't coupled from when Will had left for the Dragon Temple until Louis had returned from the dead – it feels like experience missed, somehow. he wants to be here with Will, much like they were at the eldan temple among the flowers. there's something in this that reaches inside of him and cradles his heart, a rare, beautiful thing that fills him up and reminds him that he is not carved purely out of loneliness.

he's met with Will's slick heat, hands wandering his back and soft murmurs of love and waiting that are breathless in his ear. what a delicate thing, love, and the shape the word makes on his mouth. Louis captures the edge of it, kissing him sweetly as if he could swallow the word itself and keep it hidden away. when Will squeezes him he chokes, and he picks up his pace, presses deep and pulls back, again and again.
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... I love you too.

[ the words come out of his lips in a long breath, as if he tries to grasp just what that means – the depth itself not something he can find his own words for. it seems to come easier to Will, who loves so freely and deeply, as if it were purely something in his nature; the two of them couldn't have ended up more different. instead Louis' arms pull him closer, tighter, grasping onto him desperately like he never had when they met and parted on the Charadrius.

then he was certain that they were going to kill each other. that's how it was supposed to end. instead here he was, cradled in the soft arms of the prince – now king – that he had once seen in the hallways of the palace.

Louis presses their foreheads together, keeping the heat of their mingled breath between the two of them. the arm around Will's waist tightens, and Louis rolls back onto his hips, pulling Will upright with him until he's leaning into his lap. he holds himself upright on an arm, fingers grasping at the sheets as he finds a new angle to thrust into him, dragging his hips down and up again to go as deep as Will wants. the pace gets faster, but still just as smoldering. Will looks good in the sheets, and just as good spread over his lap with his legs apart, and the shape of his cock pressed against him. Louis never goes far, their faces brushing cheeks or pressed together at the bridge of the nose, desperate to keep the heat between them, as if it were theirs and theirs alone.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xli)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-03-12 03:31 am (UTC)(link)
[ each long, heavy thrust makes Will lift on his lap. his hips, his hair, his body, they bounce each time he rises and falls. as they move together, Will looks so lost and tousled in his pleasure, lips parted, murmuring his punctuated by short, breathy gasps. there had always been some baggage during their trysts, and with such enjoyable sin also comes tension. Louis would say that shame was for those at the church, but there was some stress in their secrecy. all of that is washed away now, and Will is enjoying himself fully, cast away every shred of anxiety that had chased them. the king grasps at him, leaving moon-shaped indents in his back, and it stings in a way that Louis likes, as if he's being reminded of how close they are.

Louis fucks the king as he comes, letting the heady feelings take him as Will clings desperately to his back. the warmth blossoms between them, spilling against his belly in slow waves as Will's body squeezes him; for a moment, Louis almost slips his palm against the sheets and sends them both tumbling, but manages to keep himself upright as his loins beg for release.

his chest is rising and falling as he catches his breath, dark heart gleaming, his cock still hard inside him.
]

Quite a lot in you ...

[ it's an absent thought that comes out his lips in the haze of pleasure. gently, he reaches down to roll his palm along Will's length to keep him hard, his fingers now slick with cum. it occurs to him that the king came without being touched, and he's struck hard enough by the thought that he has to swallow back the orgasm that threatens him at the thought. he'd rather come in a fit of passion, but Will's sensitivity seems to have an effect on him. rolling his hips slowly, both for himself and to ease Will back into being filled up again, Louis runs a wet thumb up and down Will's cock. ]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto x)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-03-21 03:11 am (UTC)(link)
[ everything is different now, and there's no lusts that they need to keep in secret. it's liberating in its own way, to be known as an elda, and to have his whole self laid bear – he would have violently rejected this kind of vulnerability before their last battle, now it seems to comfort him.

much had happened since then.

yet Will is no less demanding. his body and his cock are ready again, as if he had never come and was still as hard as when Louis started touching him. the fleeting thought crosses Louis' mind that this is another thing that Will defeats him at – how could he ever keep up with the raw lust of his new husband? perhaps he could still best him when they cross swords, at the magla arts, as well, but here in the bedroom he is at the mercy of his king.

Louis expects that they had been away from one another for so long – by choice or not – that Will's has been teetering over the edge of the precipice, and is now allowed to fall. all that pent-up desire is now unhinged and let loose, and he's so sensitive when Louis is inside of him.
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Will you come again? You have been waiting an awfully long time.

[ Louis asks, rolling his hips up again into his lover, careful not to extend himself to release yet. the pace is disciplined, steady, giving Will a little more as he squeezes down on him. when they get close enough he can allow himself the luxury of letting loose, of diving more deeply into his pleasure. Louis had always been good at keeping himself in check, there were no soldiers that made it to his rank that were not disciplined, but there is the call to chaos somewhere inside of him.

the closer Will gets again, the more his own cock throbs.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto i)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-03-31 01:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ again and again and again – that is what Louis said.

even in his bed on their wedding night, Louis thinks that Will's appetite may become legendary. the history books do like a good story, they tell of a king's reign, but gossip is always slid between the lines as if the historian penning it could revel in their scandalous knowledge. the king is indeed young, though Louis wonders if his proclivities will dampen at all, even as he gets older. as they both get older, he realizes. that's an odd realization that Will doesn't let him keep for long, wrapping around him like a wanton snake, pulling at his hair and riding his cock.

there's something intoxicating about having Will like this, desperate to press against him, to be as close as possible. it's better than when they fought, when Louis was trying desperately to find some common ground between them, to pull Will into his own ambitions until he was pulled into Will's.

his fingertips trace down Will's ribs, over his hips and rests on his thighs. it's a body that he knows, though it's different, now – his is, too. he knows that Will can feel it. Louis wants to memorize the shape of his new husband, his king, in a way he didn't before he lost himself.
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Like that, yes ... make me come ...

[ dark lashes fall half-lidded over his eyes, and he leans back on a flat palm to watch Will on top of him, going as deep as he wants. there's something mesmerizing about the way that he moves, and Louis finds himself staring as Will pleasures the two of them, lifting and lowering his hips. for a moment, Louis sways, a soft, low moan on his lips that quivers as it falls between them. whatever words that may have been in him are now lost. a hand grasps Will's thigh, holding it firmly as if he needs to hold on to something, until the friction is too much. his discipline cracks, the ferocity of the heat takes him. the orgasm crawls through him, steeling his hips to the bed and curling his fingers in the sheets.

each time they had met before this, Louis had been much more controlled, but here he allows Will to ride him out. he finds a lewd part of him likes how it looks when he comes in him, how it drips down his thighs, how Will lowers and his loins give in to another pulse, as if he has more to offer.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xliv)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-04-14 02:00 am (UTC)(link)
[ before this, in what feels like another life, Louis would clean them both up and Will would leave. their trysts did not last long, just a fleeting snatch enough for Louis to taste him, to get used to his scent, before sending him away to focus purely on his own ambitions. he feels so far away from that right now, as Will, who he's still snug inside of, rests over his collar and lazily starts talking about how easily he'll give affection.

he wonders if he knew this during his time on the Charadrius, that he'd regret it if he had stayed in his grave. he wonders if Will would have offered the same warmth.

it's better not to think of those things.
]

They'll dub you the insatiable sovereign, the lustful King Wilhelm.

[ there's a puff of air that comes out his mouth as he allows the rest of his thoughts to dissipate into the warm air between them. he doesn't think he's ever seen Will this content, smiling and giddy as if their lives were simply perfect, and not tragedy had ever befallen them. it's a sight that moves him, one he thought to see with his own new world that never came to pass, but now is here in this imperfect one.

that's fine, he'll kill anyone who tries to relieve him of it.
]

Perhaps we can change the reputation of the elda to that of ravenous, desire-filled beasts.

[ there's still a pleasant buzz that vibrates through him, relaxes his shoulders and settles his muscles. despite the way he allows himself to sink, with Will on top of him, he feels sharp, as if a fog has cleared. perhaps he needs this – has needed it – as much as Will does. ]
Edited 2025-04-14 02:01 (UTC)
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xviii)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-04-25 03:35 am (UTC)(link)
[ they were past many things, first and foremost, trying to kill one another. there was some satisfaction in that, though, at least for Louis, who had never had an equal until then. now his equal is sprawled over him, vibrating with soft laughter and tracing trails with his mouth across his skin, the battles memories of their shared time together.

Louis raises a hand to rest on the back of Will's head, curling through his short silver hair, and the way a strand in the back seems to stubbornly jut out in the opposite direction as the rest.
]

I pity the soul that decides to be the first to disturb us.

[ after their wedding, Louis had expected at least a couple days of consummation, and he figured that the Partisans will have their own business to attend to in the king's absence. if he were a gambling man, he'd put on Gallica – she'd most likely be the one of the ones that Will would accept an interruption from. ]

For all that you say you wish to claim me, you are rather careful not to leave a mark. How will anyone at court know?

[ he teases, deliberately trying to stroke that little bit of defiance that he knows sparks within Will. with half-lidded eyes, he draws his hand through the locks of short hair, watching them fall in the spaces between fingers before capturing them again. ]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto i)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-04-28 02:48 am (UTC)(link)
[ all that Will needed was a little push – an assurance of consent – that he could use Louis' skin as a canvas. where it's unblemished now, he certainly. had his own share of scrapes and bruises throughout his years as a soldier. there was never anything life threatening, perhaps he had been too good with a sword for his own good – or far too luck in some respects, where he wasn't in others. the echo of strength followed him and struck fear into those who'd cross swords with him, most likely because the ones that came before them were already struck dead.

he wears the blemishes like fine jewelry, sweeping his hair from one side to the other to give Will a fresh canvas.
]

You can allow them to fade and create more at your pleasure.

[ each time Will moves his mouth down his throat, Louis sighs, as if there's some fresh arousal that stirs with him that relaxes his shoulders and helps him sink into the hand holding him up. there's something soothing about the bite of pain mixed with pleasure, the soft sting that is soon tended to by Will's gentle tongue, as if to chase away a wound of his own making.

there are little red marks splotched across his pale skin, red marks blooming, wet and glistening, that will eventually turn purple, then blue, then yellow. Louis is not fragile, not in body nor in spirit, and he likes the little defiant push that Will seems to have when given the chance. there's the satisfying notion that Euchronia's perfect, giving little king, a little demon showing teeth beneath the sheets, but only for him.

when Will leans back, Louis wipes the corner of his mouth with his thumb.
]

I'll wear them well, then no one can forget.

[ as in, he has no intent on hiding them. he's feared enough that no one will ask, and he'll enjoy the gossip that comes from it. the same thumb traces back under his ear and down his shoulders, along the curve of his spine. Will is soft, always so soft, even at the barest touch. ]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto lxviii)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-05-03 02:54 am (UTC)(link)
[ the king is usually a selfless little thing, all too willing to inconvenience himself for others. there are sacrifices to be made of a king, but with his consort, he can be selfish – ride him in a way that gives him pleasure. it brings Louis satisfaction to see this greedy, demanding side of his king. ]

Your king consort, my king.

[ he plays with the words on his tongue, sighing as Will eases into a steady pace. for a moment he sways, leaning back against his wrist, but thinks better of it, leaning back until he's flat against the bed. he rests his shoulders back, hair spread around him in messy rings, giving Will a good look at his handiwork from above.

each breath rises and falls in his chest as Will lifts himself, and then lowers again, pressing him deeper inside. soon he's aching again from the throb between his legs, and the sting on his chest that still bear the markings of Will's teeth.
]

Good ...

[ the word comes out as a soft murmur, urging Will's pace. the desire will sink its claws into Will eventually, and his hips will quicken as he rides out the rest of his pleasure. for now, Louis enjoys the closeness, rests his hands on Will's hips, large enough that his fingers sink into his rear. ]

You're being good ...

[ he follows up, a faint smile curling at the edge of his lips, as if he knows some sort of secret. ]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xliv)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-05-16 03:25 am (UTC)(link)
[ it feels good to have no other social barriers between them, not even ones of Louis' own making, instead they have the full pleasure of each other's company. Will rides him like he always seemed like he wanted to in their brief meetings and partings on the Charadrius, held back by both Louis' position and his own (rightful) caution. there's nothing holding the king back now – he has Louis fully, he's now anointed and crowned, and the danger has long passed. Louis finds his breath matching Will's pace as he bounces above him, finding the right rhythm to pleasure them both.

to anchor him, Louis takes his wrists gently, firmly, and holds him steady with one hand. if Will wishes to lose himself in abandon, Louis is inclined to help, as there is a beauty in Will's wilds. it's something Louis always found himself waiting for: Will to cut lose, to drown in pleasure.
]

Can you be good a little longer?

[ his voice is a quiet purr, low in the room around them. ]

Just a little longer. Good ...

[ the heat is rising, and he can feel the warmth pool in his belly, along the wet friction of where they're meeting. Will isn't the only one holding back, as Louis makes an attempt to starve off his orgasm for a little longer to see the way Will's face shifts with pleasure: low eyelids and parted lips, and small, desperate gasps.

he runs his palm from his hip to his rear, as if a sort of gentle coaxing will somehow give him what he wants.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto li)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-05-26 09:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[ each breath is paced with Will's movements, steady to make certain he does not release before his king is finished. there's really something lovely about seeing Will like this, unhinged and drowning in his own pleasure, extending the soft curves of his body as if he was swept up in passionate dance. the friction is sweet in contrast to the sting of his neck, both sending a swell of pleasure each time Will drops his hips. there's a little bounce in his hair as it frames his cheeks, soft silver threads that are prone to waves as they get longer, in a mesmerizing movement.

Will loses himself a little further, and Louis feels the hitch in his loins, and the warmth that spreads over his thighs. the wait was worth it, all to see Will shudder and moan and ride him until he's exhausted. through his desire-fueled haze, Louis thinks that he may be able to stay hard for the next round he knows Will is going to want after this. that is, until Will comes, and his insides tighten around him, and in an instant that blindsides him, he releases with an uncharacteristic gasp, filling up his king again with a few pumps.
]

Hah ...

[ he sucks in a breath, steadying Will as he steadies himself. the hand that had cupped his rear slides down to his trembling thighs, either to still him or even enjoy the byproduct of his own making. ]

I don't believe I've ever exhausted you this much. A new victory, perhaps.

[ he talks as if he's testing if he can still speak, to his surprise he can. ]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto lxii)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-05-28 03:44 am (UTC)(link)
[ they'd both been waiting long enough that Louis almost thought that Will would explode from the tension. in some ways he would've liked to see that, but Will had shown admirable will power throughout their courting, that Louis had to respect it. he gets his prize now, though, all of his prize as much as he wants to indulge, and if anyone deserves the full extent of that sort of indulgence, it's Will. he worked long and hard for this: saved the world, brought Louis back, then allowed him the space to make a decision for himself. at any point it could have gone to an unsalvageable point, but Will earnestly kept his hopes.

and here they were.

it was infectious in some way, Will's bright personality, and being around him so much has made Louis notice that his more nihilistic tendencies didn't feel so heavy. his mood didn't feel so dark. the prospect of affection, the willingness to give it, and Will's non-judgement made him more comfortable with himself in the world than he ever thought he'd be.
]

You've plenty of years to do so, in light of the ceremony.

[ a joke, kind of, and Louis seems to find himself amusing. ]

I'll have to be certain to train myself to maintain some level of victory, 'less you win all the time.

[ and Louis can't have that.

one of his arms loops under Will's elbow and around his waist, resting there for his king to catch his breath. after a moment of his chest rising and falling, he centers himself and pushes himself up on an arm, taking Will upright with him.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xlviii)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-05-31 06:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[ with the cum and sweat between them, Will kind of sticks to him. it reminds him of the light adhesive meant to stick the top page of a book into the cover, especially when the corners curl up slightly. Will even sticks a little bit when he sits up, pressed up against his chest and at ready to coax Louis back into bed if he must. ]

You're quite demanding, and I'm feeling parched.

[ he did give quite a lot of his fluids to Will, and he's certain Will will want more by the end of the night. ]

For a brief moment, you'll have to allow me some freedom to quench it, hm? 'Less you plan to fall into slumber before our nuptials are adequately consummated.

[ Will is looking droopy, his body recovering from a few good bouts of play certainly has sunk into his bones. they have quite a bit to make up for in their time apart (Will moreso, who had months without him before he brought him back).

yet Louis does not rise, not yet, giving Will a bit more time to stick to him before he gets up.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto lxvi)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-06-08 03:46 am (UTC)(link)
[ it's a small reprieve, as he's certain Will get his next wind shortly, but enough for him to get some much needed water. the king — the King of Euchronia – licks his tit and then rolls over in boyish giggles. Louis rests a hand on his head and smooths back his messy hair, suddenly, and oddly, realizing that he's never had many moments like this. when was the last time when he was buried in affection enough to leave someone drunk in his company?

Louis slides toward the end of the bed, getting to his feet and giving Will an eyeful of what he never got when they coupled on the Charadrius (but did get in their last battle together). no matter how much of a mess Louis is, he never looks anything but elegant, even the red little marks look good on his collar, a contrast to his pale skin. he wears them like jewelry that hangs just above his black heart as he reaches for the closest robe at the bedside, tying it around his waist and stepping across the room to where a thoughtful servant has placed a pitcher and goblets. there's discarded clothing all over that he carelessly steps over, as if they'll never need them again.

he can observe Will from the table placement, the king stretched out over the sheets, tousled as if he's been in a good fight, slim and nude and slightly shiny from fluids. certainly, he could get used to this. sometimes he feels like a feral animal within a cage of a grand castle, but in this bedroom Will is his – all his, and the two of them are as equal as they are on the battlefield. instead of heading back right away, he admires his new husband and drinks his water as if it were fine wine.

gently, he says:
]

Turn over.

[ it's not exactly a command, but a sort of quiet curiosity, just to see what every side of Will may look like as he is now. ]

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