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luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xv)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-06-18 01:33 am (UTC)(link)
[ while Louis' plan of becoming king did not pan out, there is a nobility in him that will never shake out. in this moment, he likes knowing the king is his, and that the king will listen to the gentle command to show him his body. there's some primal satisfaction in him that comes from it – that comes from this, really – watching. perhaps losing to Will was not a bad thing, knowing that this was where he was now, knowing that he got this.

Will puts on a show for him, rolling onto his back, stretching the shape of his body and accentuating all of his curves while Louis sips his water. there's a sense of power in this. with a twist of his wrist, Louis rolls the water in the goblet, deliberately resisting the urge to join Will once again in bed.
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Enough to see more.

[ despite the easy words, it's obvious where his eyes are, half-lidded and sharp with lust. it won't take much to get him back to bed, but he's feeling playful, and he wants a little more of a show.

with one hand he leans back against the table, not quite matching Will's show of seduction, but not leaving much to the imagination as to the curves that are beneath his robes. he may mean to distract Will as much as Will means to seduce him.
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Go on, show me.

[ he smiles when he puts his lips to his cup. ]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xxviii)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-07-07 04:01 am (UTC)(link)
[ it's something just for him, a moment not meant for anyone else. he had crawled, been corrupted and died for this, but it seems far enough away that it all feels worth it. Will is soft and supple, arching like an animal in the throes of passion, dancing with the shadows. Louis thinks he could get used to this, days of politics (perhaps of battle), and nights of coming back to Will's open arms to bury himself between his legs. he had been trying to find a place in Will's new world, but even if it's his first time within the walls of this bedroom, he feels like he can finally grasp it.

beneath his dark lashes, he keeps his gaze on the young king who's dancing in the sheets, hand between his legs like a picture painted in colors so vivid it could be touched. Louis can feel himself stir again, somewhere in the folds of his robe, brushing up against his thighs.
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Just like that ...

[ he says lowly with his lips to the goblet, his breath labored. certainly, can Will so easily keep his attention from across the room? it seems as if that's the case. after all, he does not need to divert his infatuation with Will anymore. there's no need to protect himself from it.

as Will wishes, he seems to summon Louis from across the room, who despite feeling quite brimming with desire, strides at an easy pace as if he's enjoying the show far too much for it to end (he is). the goblet clinks against the night table as its set down, and Louis sits on the corner of the bed. he cups his hand along Will's cheek, thumb tracing down his chin and tangling in the loops of silver hair that frame his face.
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You look good ...
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto lviii)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-07-10 01:54 am (UTC)(link)
[ gently, he runs his thumb along the curve from his ear to his cheek, over the king's bottom lip to feel his breath against it. Louis takes in Will's body from where he's sitting, allowing his eyes to wander along the swell of his chest and down between his legs, to where he's pleasuring himself. the sight mingled with his scent from their rounds of play. like a dream, he slides closer, the weight on the bed shifting until he's leaning down over his new husband, his blond hair falling like a curtain above him. ]

This close...?

[ he says, letting his words drawl as he presses his thumb between Will's lips and into the warmth of his mouth. ]

Or closer still, perhaps ...

[ his thumb presses down on Will's tongue, into the wet slope he drags it down and back again. that mouth always feels good, pretty when he talks, soft and wet when Louis puts a finger there. there's no move to touch him, not yet, there's something enjoyable about this that Louis finds that he likes, something satisfying in watching the king pant and twist in the sheets. the wetness of his mouth makes him rise beneath his robe, the swell of his cock pleasant and hot against his thigh.

Louis will have him again, but he quite likes him like this, first.
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luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto lxiii)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-07-22 02:41 am (UTC)(link)
[ there are soft, secret parts of Will that are privy only to him now, a former enemy turned partner. there is a trust here that disquiets him, but he craves it all the same that makes him want more of it – what else is he to do with this existence, now? in this, perhaps pleasure is an answer. Will shifts beneath his tough, love drunk and free, allowing himself to drown in it. there's so much to unlearn, but small steps. one at a time. ]

Good ...

[ Will liked that word before, and there is something beautiful about watching the king writhe on the bed, slim limbs and tousled hair. slowly, Louis drags a palm down the center of his chest and presses down just above his stomach, stilling the movement of his hips. ]

Slow down. You look good like this, it would be a shame if it ended so quickly.

[ he tilts Will's chin back, not breaking eye contact. ]

Why don't you turn over for me?

[ there's a smooth, soft tone to his voice, as if he knows just how to say something to make it sound good. ]
luciferi: by luciferi dnt (canto lxxxv)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-08-06 03:14 am (UTC)(link)
[ there's a moment of soft control that makes him shudder, his breath drawing in through his lips and then out his nose as he contains the sudden swell of desire inside. Will's wet mouth on his thumb, nibbling and whining around it; the king obediently pausing his touching to heed the request.

the king with a glaze of pleasure in his eyes, so full that he looks as if he'd overflow.

Louis smudges some saliva across his lips, wetting his cheek. for as long as he had sat on the politics of power and domination between him and Will, he finds that it's comfortable to fall into a pattern of both: the bruises from Will's mouth still red on his chest, and now the king hanging by a thread as Louis tells him gently to wait.

a hand cups Will's cheek.
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It certainly seems like long enough to be "always." There are things in this life meant to be savored, Will, and you are one of them.

[ Louis lets the robe fall from his shoulders, discarding it on the bed. he tips Will's chin up for a kiss before he rearranges himself to settle behind him, pulling his hips closer. there are more favored positions, but there is something inside him that stirs at the image of the king on his knees. he's already hard, rubbing the length of his cock up against Will's sweet hole. ]

You look beyond the point of waiting, but you're being so good.

[ before long, he's pressing inside of him again as if it's second nature, with a long, slow thrust. ]
luciferi: by luciferi dnt (canto lxxv)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-08-19 04:28 am (UTC)(link)
[ it is quite impressive how disciplined Will can be – keeping himself from knocking on Louis' chamber door for months, holding himself back from self-pleasure and simmering in anticipation. it's also quite lovely to watch him fall apart, to reap the greedy benefit of his own desires that had come to a head after so many careful steps. they've come a long way since Louis had beckoned Will into the office of the Charadrius with his own lewd intentions, back when they had to keep the secret between them.

it's satisfying to watch Will give into those desires, breathless and quivering, breaking apart on the sheets. they were careful, for so long, not to show weakness in front of one another, always playing a quiet power game. there's nothing left to do anymore than bask in the affection, and allow Will to fall apart without consequence.

there are other positions that are more favorable to the two of them, but Louis can't help but enjoy the view from where he is. the king kneeling in front of him, trembling in the thighs, gripping the sheets and whimpering as he comes. there's a fine curve in his back, and the shadow of his spine, the way he twists his pretty limbs against the bed, and the tangle of silver hair, softly matted, much like the rest of him.

Louis does offer him a moment of reprieve, but not much of one.
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Is there enough for one more?

[ he asks slyly, dragging his hands from Will's waist to his hips, settling there to hold him still, allow him the freedom to fall apart as much as he'd like.

Louis starts slow, with long, deep thrusts. selfishly, he wants to enjoy Will like this, after a full night of pleasure, both their bodies sweaty after so many claims. it feels good with each squeeze, keeping his breath paced to the roll of his hips.
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luciferi: by luciferi dnt (Default)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-08-26 02:18 am (UTC)(link)
[ Will is light enough for him to keep hold of him, gripping his hips even if his knees slip, or his thighs threaten to give out. his new husband is tall enough that when Louis leans over him, lifts him to get a new angle, that tendrils of his long, blond hair brush against his back. as he leans in, he gets closer, leaning over Will in a haze, his breathes coming out at long pants that measure his thrusts.

there's no need to hold back anymore; those feelings of affection that bubble to the surface can be sharpened like a knife, much like his other emotions. the two of them had put each other through various types of hell already, and Will had already proven that he was strong enough not to die, no matter how they tried to kill each other.
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Good ...

[ he says it as if he meant to add to it, but he can't, the words lose themselves in the breath of his throat. the king twitches around his cock, urging him deeper, soft and slick, and drunk on the desire. the pleasure pools in his belly, somewhere in his groin and feels hot. this isn't something he finds he wants to hold, even as his thrusts slow, he runs his fingers along Will's cock, up the shaft and along the shape of the head. with a deep breath he releases, holding his king up with one hand, pleasuring him with the other.

he had tried so hard to become the king through violence, but now he was the king through love.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto i)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-09-14 09:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[ when they had met in secret trysts before their nuptials, it was a secret based on timing: when Will could wander from his friends, when Louis could part himself from his ambition for pleasure, and when those two events crossed they came together for as long as they could before parting. there wasn't time to linger in each other's company when they were enemies, as the world outside their own demanded their attention. what happened between them was easy to push back, cover with the ongoing events of an increasingly chaotic world.

now that they have time for one another, Louis is finding that the new king is absolutely insatiable. while this is their wedding night, they've already coupled several times, and Louis still has the fresh bruises on his collar to show for it. there's a moment where he wonders, absently, how he's going to keep up.

it's still surprising to learn Will can talk and muttering soft affections that Louis still not used to hearing. he has to pull out before he can rearrange a limp Will in his arms, allowing gravity to press their sticky bodies together for the king to enjoy.
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I'm still more used to having your blade to my throat than hearing you utter those words.

[ he's somewhat amused, but still self-aware to some extent. that loneliness is still hollow inside of him, but it will become faraway soon enough, it will just take time.

Louis Guiabern is not the sort of man who's used to being loved.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xiv)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-09-19 02:30 am (UTC)(link)
[ they're newlyweds, and there's more time tomorrow and the next to indulge Will in his seemingly endless appetite. the king is afforded some alone time with his new consort for consummation, of course, though he knows Hulkenberg and Gallica will want to see Will soon enough, as he's never far from their sight.

Louis tosses his hair to the side to make it more manageable as he settles down on the bed with Will sticking to him. now that they're quiet enough, he can make the time through the lightless windows. a deep darkness, pricked with the barest light of the moon, Louis figures it must be early enough in the morning for the sun to still slumber – they've been at it long enough that he lost time.

Will speaks of times when his hair was still blue, and the prince still slumbered like the morning sun. Louis regards him curiously; they had been working out so many of their own problems, that Will never asked him about his headspace before their grand finale.
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Hn?

[ a hm turns to a purr in his throat. ]

Part of me was, perhaps. Until then, I didn't believe the elda still living after the massacre at the Sanctum wanted to leave the protection of their forest. I thought they would slowly die out, haunted and alone. When your boldness and poor planning brought you to my doorstep, I found myself proven wrong.

[ Will was something that not even his closest confident got his true thoughts on, not Fidelio, and not Zorba. ]

You were an anomaly to me, predictable yet somehow without restraint. At that time, I could not say that I was capable of any form of devotion, but you fascinated me to the point of madness. You held something I had lost long ago, simultaneously reminding me that I could never regain it, but holding some hope that it was still within me.

Both Fidelio and Zorba found my fondness for you unnerving, as if a decade of moving pieces would somehow crumble from your mere presence. Looking back at such a time, they were both correct.

[ he closes his eyes for a moment. ]

Selfishly, I wanted to discard my life's ambition and take you from your friends and travel beside you, yet I wanted to be the one kill you, too. Since I could not have the former, I had to settle on the latter, but the former remained a possibility in my brain, because you made many things seem possible.
Edited 2025-09-19 02:39 (UTC)
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xxv)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-10-12 10:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[ when they were on opposing sides, Louis didn't indulge much, not to anyone, really. at that time he was secretive of his own vulnerabilities, thinking that they would somehow make him less capable. if he could somehow distance himself from his own pain, then perhaps that pain could not be used against him that pierced through so many layers of carefully placed armor. as he lies in his marriage bed now, he finds that it seems so far away, so futile, as strength came from the opposite.

even the archdemon wore little.
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Yes, I have you now.

[ perhaps in all of that, he was desperate to connect with someone, and thought he could with Will. well, that was true – or is true – given that the king is now beside him.

he slips away, brushing his lips up against Will's palm before leaning over him, reaching just above his head for something on the side table. the king isn't kept in suspense for long, as Louis leans down to mimic what he had done just hours ago, tucking the same flower from the Eldan Sanctum behind his ear.
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The world will never have all of you, but I will.

[ with a low voice, he leans over Will again, offering a brief kiss, like a promise, before settling beside him.

the bed is filled more fully with two on it, much like those long nights that Louis had settled around the king as he slept in sickness. there's even a slight dip where Louis lays, pulling Will in toward him.
]
luciferi: by luciferi dnt (Default)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-10-25 09:10 pm (UTC)(link)
[ it would be uncharacteristic of the Senate not to at least raise a hand against him. he had stood against them for years as a looming, undeniable threat, and now he's a threat again, like an infestation of snakes that just won't leave. now that Will as wed him, he creates another obstacle. he knows they must all be nervous, there were so many forced (and thus satisfying) smiles the day before.

Louis has been awake for a while, lounging like a large, comfortable cat who is in no rush to rise in the early morning. while as a soldier he has quite a bit of discipline, when he wishes to be rebellious, he takes the opportunity. there's no need to rush, and Will is only on the verge of waking, comfortable enough to be lulled back into sleep. the sun is already hovering over the horizon, saluting to mid-morning as both kings ignore its passage in favor of their own comfort.

he's part way through a passage in his book when he feels Will stir in earnest beside him, rather than shuffling and fading again. wordlessly, he sets the book on the table beside the bed, and without so much as a greeting, he pins his new husband beneath him, kisses him and has him again. their meetings were always guided by politics, and perhaps Louis is feeling a bit of refreshing rebellion in the freedom to have sex, sleep beside each other, and wake up that way in the morning. the faded memory of last night's events are solidified as he guides Will's legs around his waist once again. he fucks him again into the mattress, leaving no room for Will to catch his breath, until they're both feeling the linger of their orgasms.

it's not until afterward that he speaks.
]

You need something of sustenance to break your morning fast.

[ he sits at the edge of the bed, twisting his hair and tossing it over his shoulder to keep it from getting in the way of him finding that robe that he threw some were last night. ]
luciferi: by luciferi dnt (canto lxxix)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-11-03 02:41 am (UTC)(link)
[ there are still shadows of Will's fingertips against his shoulders, pressed down into his skin, like little prints for him to enjoy as he settles in morning wakefulness. the restlessness that he's woken with before seems more at ease, as if either the partnership or the sex has calmed him already (or perhaps a combination of both). Will had never been beside him in the morning during their brief, unsteady relationship during the tournament, and Louis knew that if he extended such a thing, he would not be able to let go. well, he certainly doesn't have to now.

the king is sprawled out playfully, butt-up and slim-shouldered, flush in all the right places, as if he knows that it's almost enough to entice Louis back to bed.
]

What would my king like to regain his vital fluids? I'm certain the kitchen will be ready and waiting to hear it.

[ Louis has never been above making a lewd joke or two. he finds the robe (without the sash, as that's still lost) and pulls it just over his shoulders, leaving the center open unabashedly.

there are still a few matters to take into consideration – these are his quarters now as much as they are Will's, so he'll have to move some of his own belongings from one room to another, as well as his own mark on the royal apartments. he's certain Will's friends will want to see him as well, but they can do that at their own pace, Louis selfishly has the king to himself for a while longer.
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