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001 » i can't help but find myself






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luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto lxii)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-02-04 01:44 am (UTC)(link)
[ the touch of their mouths is heady, slow but heated, as if trying to press deeper rather than faster. to his surprise there's less impatience and more bottomless desire, as if something has grabbed him by the collar as he stands at the edge of a great precipice.

between now and the last time they had been in each other's bed, Louis had tried to kill will, and Will had come close to killing Louis, Louis had exploited him and tried to turn him into a human, Will had blindly blamed Louis for the Prince's condition, and then Louis tried to end the world. there had been a lot between them, pain and suffering, a clash of ambitions, and the struggle for a better world where they could only see one another. back then Will had blue hair, and their coupling had been entwine with power games.

there are no struggles as Will takes off his clothes, slides his hands against his skin and eventually bears his heart. he doesn't stop him. they are a far reach from what they had been a year ago – months ago – before Will decided to bring him back. it's possible that spell Will used had somehow entwined them in some way, or they were already that way, perhaps. Louis chases each touch with another kiss, pulling Will in by the waist and finding the soft spot beneath his jaw and then down his throat. there's so much clothing to take off, a layer of a vests and overcoats and cloaks, some neatly tied together with ribbon or some royal sigil that Louis discards with the rest of it.

after what seems like too much pulling and disrobing, he's finally sliding a warm hand over Will's bare skin, cupping the small of his back in his hand. it traces down his rear, over the shape of his thighs. a thumb presses against one of soft circle on his chest. there's the sudden desire to touch Will everywhere, but they have the rest of the night, and at least a day or two before they're beckoned back to the world of politics.
]
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[personal profile] luciferi 2025-02-06 03:16 am (UTC)(link)
[ is there anything left to concern himself over? they're no longer rivals in the way that they had been, and under the layers of violence and fascination, Louis had wanted a camaraderie with Will. it came out in little ways, but it was there, shining through during their clashes. before this moment, there was a time he was unsure of how to accept what he wanted – or even come to terms that he wanted it at all.

there's a pleasant huff that comes out of his mouth as Will touches his horn.
]

You're still fascinated, aren't you?

[ he sounds amused, and as if in retaliation, he gently pinches Will's nipple between his fingers. it's sweet how he's already stiff with want under his touch – well, it has been a while, Louis figures. it feels almost as if they were different people, then.

leaning down with his hair brushing over his shoulder and against Will's cheek, he hovers just above his ear to whisper.
]

Take them off at your leisure.

[ his last piece of clothing.

Louis had always struggled with his loneliness, because he never quite learned how to deal with it, as if connection somehow always alluded him. still, he doesn't feel as if it comes easily to him, but perhaps it comes more easily with Will, now. perhaps being with Will was less an indulgence and more a need.

Will's so lively under each touch, shifting beneath it and shivering when he likes something. they never really had that sort of luxury before, and Louis seems to want to use this to his full advantage – there must be plenty of things that Will likes, and he will find them.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xviii)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-02-08 10:21 pm (UTC)(link)
[ they've never really been in a quiet place before to meet, their affection spotted between missions and battles. it seems like a novelty, something new in their relationship that it does make it feel fresh. there's no underlying tension as Will puts his hands where ever he pleases, stripping Louis of the rest of it and tossing it somewhere to the floor where it doesn't matter anymore. there's no need for it, Will has seen all of him: the good things, the bad things, the wretched loneliness that wrecked him on the inside.

the light touch is comfort, a heady pleasure that isn't too overstimulating, but enough to allow him to enjoy it without anything looming in the back of his brain. it's as if Will is getting reacquainted with his body on new terms, more equal ones then they were on before.
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You and only you for quite some time.

[ it's an easy remark, but true. ever since that fated day Louis met Will outside the Charadrius, it's been that way. he hasn't take his eyes off of him, even in his madness. ]

And yet in every circumstance you've had saintly patience. Not even once have you shown up at my door. It must have been difficult for you.

[ but Louis understands, he knows what Will has done for his comfort as he grappled with the meaning of this new existence.

as much as Louis loathes to take Will's hand away from his hard cock, he also would rather the two of them be somewhere that would make touching and kissing all the easier. like he's done before, he slides an arm just beneath Will's rear and hefts him up enough to carry him over to the bed.

down, down Will goes, and Louis pushes his shoulder into the sheets, his hair draped to the side like a curtain. he kisses his temple, his cheek, and then down his neck before his tongue teases one of those stiff nipples.
]

It feels good, hm? That such reservations can now be damned.

[ (there is the possibility that they will be disturbed, but Louis knows where his sword is and he will have no mercy if an assassin surprises them on their wedding night.) ]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xl)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-02-10 05:50 am (UTC)(link)
[ what sweet little words come out of Will's mouth, talking about need and love and how lucky he is to have him. in some ways, Louis feels like he still doesn't know what to do with such colorful emotions – anything that had been given to him since he was a child had been earned. the we're lucky to have you, recruit had come after victorious missions, or battles won as Louis stood covered in the blood of the crown's enemies.

Will doesn't ask anything of him; perhaps that's part of what took him so long to process all of this. he's not certain how he earned this, or if it was something this was meant to be earned. how does someone like him receive such a soft type of love?

giving the stiff circle on his chest another lap of his tongue before leaving it to the chill, he crawls up enough until he can press his forehead to Will's, framing him in his horns. Will is pretty like this, with his hair spread over the bed, pink mouth open in a pant and heavy lashes over pale, liquid blue eyes. Louis had always found him desirable in the way he wondered what each soft curve of his body felt like, even after he had traced it over a hundred times.

what does he say? what does he feel, in this moment?
]

Let me show you how much I missed you when I was gone.

[ his hand slides down Will's center, tracing the line of his belly and dipping into his navel, just as it had when he was sick. this time he doesn't stop, instead going lower, lower, lower. a hand roves over those curves he likes so much, dipping between his legs and running his thumb up the inside of his thigh before finally touching between his them. he takes his cock in his hand, his fingers running circles along the wet tip.

Louis has noticed how aroused his new husband is already, and they've hardly gotten started.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xxviii)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-02-11 04:01 am (UTC)(link)
[ at the time that he had met Will, he never thought he'd meet an elda with the same inclinations as he had. it threw him off-guard, even Fidelio had noticed his recklessness. of course, Louis was always one who was confident in his own power, and never afraid of his own death.

Will's limbs tangle around him, skin against skin, grasping against him with fingertips pressed into his back. as the king commands his body downward, he complies, kissing his open mouth with his own and filling it with his tongue. when he pulls back it's never that far, content to keep the heat between them, trailing soft, possessive kisses from his chin to his temple. there's something satisfying about pressing Will into the sheets, letting them both sink into the bed together.
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You don't need to hold back anymore. Come as much as you like.

[ they have all night; a thousand days more; the rest of their lives. Will had waited so long, and he was so, so very patient, it seems cruel to make him wait any longer. ]

I'll make you come again, and again ...

[ it's not the same arrogant tone that Will had once boldly used in lustful challenge – it's softer, more patient drawl, with same warmth he had when he had thrown Will a soiree. Louis can fully wrap an arm around his back and to his chest, limbs entwine like snakes. smooth fingers gently pinch a once neglected nipple, giving it the same service as the other. more pointedly, Louis rubs his thumb against the slit at the tip of his sensitive cock, teasing it and smudging precum over the head, slick and hot to the touch.

he wants to see more of that expression, with his parted lips and wet mouth, mewling with pleasure. there's something captivating about it, perhaps knowing that this is the king, and this is how he looks when Louis touches him.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto lviii)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-02-17 02:44 am (UTC)(link)
[ so much brimming desire for such a small thing, Louis hardly knows how he kept it all in. he may have a short stature, but Will is relentless when it comes to the pursuit of something that he wants, and he knows that there is much, much more to come.

the arm around Will's shoulders turns him inward for a kiss, light, but promising, as if he's bringing him back from that blissful look. Will has a regal way about him, but Louis thinks he looks especially kingly with his clothes off, arched in his hands with his hair spilling behind him. something divine for him to devour.
]

Oh? I wonder how many times it will take to sate you.

[ Louis strokes him lazily, as if he's trying to urge every last drop from the king's cock. his fingers rest when he goes soft again, slick with cum and resting just above his thigh without a care to how sticky he may get. ]

Two times more? Five times?

[ there's a tease to his voice, playful in tone. ]

Rest, and then touch yourself for me.

[ he rests his head carefully against the bed, as his horns are still attached to his head. they'll come off eventually, but there's no need to rush. he knows that Will likes them.

there's something thrilling about the prospect of having a show when he's this close to the king, their bodies pressed together in some places, hair twine together in others. Louis has his arm slung beneath him, ready to pull him closer whenever he likes.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto iv)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-02-20 03:54 am (UTC)(link)
[ it seems the more Louis is intent on defiling him, the more lecherous the young king becomes, as if he's a step ahead in his appetites, ready and willing. there's something charming about this, about how Will is so adamant in what he wants when it comes to Louis, and Louis who feels like doing nothing but indulging his king.

(perhaps he should feel more sore about that, but he doesn't. he can't find it in him to have any ill feelings toward will. he won; he was the better candidate. Louis never wanted to rule, even if he had a gift for politics and pretty speeches. no, he wanted to destroy.

now, though – now, what does he want?)

it's easy to press against Will, to coil his arm around his middle and press him closer, closer, closer. perhaps he will not be satisfied until they're touching from all angles, across the span of their bare skin, every nook filled. his bright eyes watch, attentive to Will's movements, half-lidded and heated, with his breath long and steady.

there's a moment before he responds, as if he's thinking through his own brief, limited sexual encounters.
]

Perhaps I do.

[ Will's swift, soft hands, grip tight as if he's holding a blade. yes, perhaps he really does like to watch.

his hand rests close to where Will is touching himself, just within the vicinity to offer contact, but he makes no more to join him. not yet, at least. Louis presses a kiss to his temple, lips parted and wet, then his cheek, the corner of his lips. the contact feels good. finally, his fingers crawl down the cleft of Will's thigh and between his legs, pressing gently to his opening.
]

But I also may not be able to help myself ...

[ Louis suddenly feels like there's so much of Will he hasn't touched – it's different now, not quite, but in some ways. a different Will, but the same, ready to be touched. ]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto lviii)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-02-25 04:30 am (UTC)(link)
[ Will is soft, especially in the places that Louis rests his hand. the skin at the cleft of his thigh, further between his legs, along the spot from his opening to where he's touching himself. the young king has always been soft to the touch, but even softer in other places that somehow feel new, even though they are very, very familiar. Louis is aware that Will wants more, and he'll be unsurprising if he turns him over and claims it, even if he's enjoying the touch now. there's little gasps, quiet sighs, all pleasing to his ears.

his hands are big enough that his fingers can curl between his legs, slide along the inside of his thigh and cup it against his palm. with a low hum, Louis, somehow, presses closer, the line of his body against Will's, his hard cock pressed up against his hip. Louis rolls against him lazily, heated and heavy. with some curiosity he fondles his balls against fingertips; they're soft, too.
]

You're so impatient, Your Majesty.

[ the words are warm, fond, but teasing. ]

... And your body is quite sensitive. Has it been waiting for me?

[ there had been longing, for months there had been longing, but it's over now. Louis finds he likes the idea of Will thinking about him in this room, before the waking hours, aching and lustful.

pointedly, he rolls from his spot at Will's side, and on top of him, his hair falling like a veil over them. now it feels as if the heat is purely between them, and their lips brush together as Louis speaks.
]

And all those impulses you crave?

[ sweet, sweet heat. he can feel it in his belly, and in his loins. Will wasn't the only one longing those months, either. ]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xxxvii)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-02-27 02:03 am (UTC)(link)
[ Louis is – was, more accurately – someone who had been so painfully used to being alone, that he forgotten how to hold people close. it's surprising to him how easily he falls into it, as Will spreads himself open and murmurs to him in this quiet bedroom, how he believes it. a year ago the young king had won on his own terms, as well as on Louis' terms, and now there's nothing left but for Louis to believe him.

long ago he would've cursed himself for abandoning his ideals, but that past self never knew the warmth that came with Will's arms, even if he had imagined it.

then a part of him had been afraid that their relationship would become something that he could not control, that would turn him from his ideals. and so he never removed all of his clothing, never showed his heart, because in it, Will would have the advantage; he would know that he could be swayed. now, it doesn't feel so bad being swayed.

the king is pleading and glassy eyed, whispering about need in the heat between them. he feels heady on the sudden feeling of intimacy, and though they've done this before, it also feels as if they haven't. not like this.
]

You don't need to need me anymore. You have me. Allow me to show you how much.

[ have, now, and had, in the past. he had been desperate during their last confrontation, lost in loneliness and desire.

this desire feels far better, though.

somehow, he finds the little bottle rolling around on the mattress with them. there are wet fingers that press into him, stretching gently, but finding that Will is already relaxed and ready – that he most likely has been for the last week in anticipation. Louis was going to wait a little while longer, but how could he not be seduced by such sweet words? they have all night, and he's certain that this won't be the time that purely settles Will in for the evening.

his hand finds his cock, dragging along the length to keep himself slick, it would be a shame if a bit of friction turned painful. balancing on an arm above his new husband, he presses into his entrance, then inside, keeping his hips steady to take in the heat that suddenly envelopes him. the arm that he once adjusted himself with slides under Will's hips, arching him upward as he presses the rest of his body down to keep their skin pressed together.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xl)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-03-03 04:28 am (UTC)(link)
[ through the months he knew he had missed Will's body, but he did not know just how much he missed Will's body until he was inside of him. Louis sinks further, into Will's welcoming embrace, listening to the soft moans and whispers of want, the way his arms loop over his shoulders and pull him closer, and then when they were close, somehow closer still. Louis finds that he doesn't want Will, but he wants him desperately.

there was some thrill when they were meeting during their feud that it was something dangerous and sinful, both of them aware that their tryst would end in tragedy. the times are gone in fine pathways of smoke, dissipating in the air, even as the candle burns still. now, there were no lies between them, just the beautiful and horrid truths that they had perpetuated on one another. somehow, that just makes Louis feel even stronger toward his king, that despite all of that ugliness, they were here together, still.
]

It's upon you. I'm here.

[ he says it as if he has to confirm it for himself.

for all of their couplings that had been heady and brimmed with desperation, Louis seems more language, as if he was gripped with something that wished to draw this out as long as he could. his hips move slow, a first, long thrust, a steady roll into his lover. each breath that comes from his parted lips is long, drawn in, slow to release. the place between Will's legs is warm, and he'd like to stay as long as he can.

his other hand pulls up Will's thigh until it grazes his waist, until they're close enough that he can feel his heart press into the embrace of his husband.

under the drape of his hair, he presses his mouth to Will's face, uncaring of whether or not he finds his lips. he does, eventually, and when he does he holds him there until they're both gasping for breath.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto i)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-03-07 04:02 am (UTC)(link)
[ each movement is long, drawn out, slow and indulgent. there's suddenly so much to make up for, all the time they hadn't coupled from when Will had left for the Dragon Temple until Louis had returned from the dead – it feels like experience missed, somehow. he wants to be here with Will, much like they were at the eldan temple among the flowers. there's something in this that reaches inside of him and cradles his heart, a rare, beautiful thing that fills him up and reminds him that he is not carved purely out of loneliness.

he's met with Will's slick heat, hands wandering his back and soft murmurs of love and waiting that are breathless in his ear. what a delicate thing, love, and the shape the word makes on his mouth. Louis captures the edge of it, kissing him sweetly as if he could swallow the word itself and keep it hidden away. when Will squeezes him he chokes, and he picks up his pace, presses deep and pulls back, again and again.
]

... I love you too.

[ the words come out of his lips in a long breath, as if he tries to grasp just what that means – the depth itself not something he can find his own words for. it seems to come easier to Will, who loves so freely and deeply, as if it were purely something in his nature; the two of them couldn't have ended up more different. instead Louis' arms pull him closer, tighter, grasping onto him desperately like he never had when they met and parted on the Charadrius.

then he was certain that they were going to kill each other. that's how it was supposed to end. instead here he was, cradled in the soft arms of the prince – now king – that he had once seen in the hallways of the palace.

Louis presses their foreheads together, keeping the heat of their mingled breath between the two of them. the arm around Will's waist tightens, and Louis rolls back onto his hips, pulling Will upright with him until he's leaning into his lap. he holds himself upright on an arm, fingers grasping at the sheets as he finds a new angle to thrust into him, dragging his hips down and up again to go as deep as Will wants. the pace gets faster, but still just as smoldering. Will looks good in the sheets, and just as good spread over his lap with his legs apart, and the shape of his cock pressed against him. Louis never goes far, their faces brushing cheeks or pressed together at the bridge of the nose, desperate to keep the heat between them, as if it were theirs and theirs alone.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xli)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-03-12 03:31 am (UTC)(link)
[ each long, heavy thrust makes Will lift on his lap. his hips, his hair, his body, they bounce each time he rises and falls. as they move together, Will looks so lost and tousled in his pleasure, lips parted, murmuring his punctuated by short, breathy gasps. there had always been some baggage during their trysts, and with such enjoyable sin also comes tension. Louis would say that shame was for those at the church, but there was some stress in their secrecy. all of that is washed away now, and Will is enjoying himself fully, cast away every shred of anxiety that had chased them. the king grasps at him, leaving moon-shaped indents in his back, and it stings in a way that Louis likes, as if he's being reminded of how close they are.

Louis fucks the king as he comes, letting the heady feelings take him as Will clings desperately to his back. the warmth blossoms between them, spilling against his belly in slow waves as Will's body squeezes him; for a moment, Louis almost slips his palm against the sheets and sends them both tumbling, but manages to keep himself upright as his loins beg for release.

his chest is rising and falling as he catches his breath, dark heart gleaming, his cock still hard inside him.
]

Quite a lot in you ...

[ it's an absent thought that comes out his lips in the haze of pleasure. gently, he reaches down to roll his palm along Will's length to keep him hard, his fingers now slick with cum. it occurs to him that the king came without being touched, and he's struck hard enough by the thought that he has to swallow back the orgasm that threatens him at the thought. he'd rather come in a fit of passion, but Will's sensitivity seems to have an effect on him. rolling his hips slowly, both for himself and to ease Will back into being filled up again, Louis runs a wet thumb up and down Will's cock. ]

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