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001 » i can't help but find myself






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luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xxviii)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-02-11 04:01 am (UTC)(link)
[ at the time that he had met Will, he never thought he'd meet an elda with the same inclinations as he had. it threw him off-guard, even Fidelio had noticed his recklessness. of course, Louis was always one who was confident in his own power, and never afraid of his own death.

Will's limbs tangle around him, skin against skin, grasping against him with fingertips pressed into his back. as the king commands his body downward, he complies, kissing his open mouth with his own and filling it with his tongue. when he pulls back it's never that far, content to keep the heat between them, trailing soft, possessive kisses from his chin to his temple. there's something satisfying about pressing Will into the sheets, letting them both sink into the bed together.
]

You don't need to hold back anymore. Come as much as you like.

[ they have all night; a thousand days more; the rest of their lives. Will had waited so long, and he was so, so very patient, it seems cruel to make him wait any longer. ]

I'll make you come again, and again ...

[ it's not the same arrogant tone that Will had once boldly used in lustful challenge – it's softer, more patient drawl, with same warmth he had when he had thrown Will a soiree. Louis can fully wrap an arm around his back and to his chest, limbs entwine like snakes. smooth fingers gently pinch a once neglected nipple, giving it the same service as the other. more pointedly, Louis rubs his thumb against the slit at the tip of his sensitive cock, teasing it and smudging precum over the head, slick and hot to the touch.

he wants to see more of that expression, with his parted lips and wet mouth, mewling with pleasure. there's something captivating about it, perhaps knowing that this is the king, and this is how he looks when Louis touches him.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto lviii)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-02-17 02:44 am (UTC)(link)
[ so much brimming desire for such a small thing, Louis hardly knows how he kept it all in. he may have a short stature, but Will is relentless when it comes to the pursuit of something that he wants, and he knows that there is much, much more to come.

the arm around Will's shoulders turns him inward for a kiss, light, but promising, as if he's bringing him back from that blissful look. Will has a regal way about him, but Louis thinks he looks especially kingly with his clothes off, arched in his hands with his hair spilling behind him. something divine for him to devour.
]

Oh? I wonder how many times it will take to sate you.

[ Louis strokes him lazily, as if he's trying to urge every last drop from the king's cock. his fingers rest when he goes soft again, slick with cum and resting just above his thigh without a care to how sticky he may get. ]

Two times more? Five times?

[ there's a tease to his voice, playful in tone. ]

Rest, and then touch yourself for me.

[ he rests his head carefully against the bed, as his horns are still attached to his head. they'll come off eventually, but there's no need to rush. he knows that Will likes them.

there's something thrilling about the prospect of having a show when he's this close to the king, their bodies pressed together in some places, hair twine together in others. Louis has his arm slung beneath him, ready to pull him closer whenever he likes.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto iv)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-02-20 03:54 am (UTC)(link)
[ it seems the more Louis is intent on defiling him, the more lecherous the young king becomes, as if he's a step ahead in his appetites, ready and willing. there's something charming about this, about how Will is so adamant in what he wants when it comes to Louis, and Louis who feels like doing nothing but indulging his king.

(perhaps he should feel more sore about that, but he doesn't. he can't find it in him to have any ill feelings toward will. he won; he was the better candidate. Louis never wanted to rule, even if he had a gift for politics and pretty speeches. no, he wanted to destroy.

now, though – now, what does he want?)

it's easy to press against Will, to coil his arm around his middle and press him closer, closer, closer. perhaps he will not be satisfied until they're touching from all angles, across the span of their bare skin, every nook filled. his bright eyes watch, attentive to Will's movements, half-lidded and heated, with his breath long and steady.

there's a moment before he responds, as if he's thinking through his own brief, limited sexual encounters.
]

Perhaps I do.

[ Will's swift, soft hands, grip tight as if he's holding a blade. yes, perhaps he really does like to watch.

his hand rests close to where Will is touching himself, just within the vicinity to offer contact, but he makes no more to join him. not yet, at least. Louis presses a kiss to his temple, lips parted and wet, then his cheek, the corner of his lips. the contact feels good. finally, his fingers crawl down the cleft of Will's thigh and between his legs, pressing gently to his opening.
]

But I also may not be able to help myself ...

[ Louis suddenly feels like there's so much of Will he hasn't touched – it's different now, not quite, but in some ways. a different Will, but the same, ready to be touched. ]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto lviii)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-02-25 04:30 am (UTC)(link)
[ Will is soft, especially in the places that Louis rests his hand. the skin at the cleft of his thigh, further between his legs, along the spot from his opening to where he's touching himself. the young king has always been soft to the touch, but even softer in other places that somehow feel new, even though they are very, very familiar. Louis is aware that Will wants more, and he'll be unsurprising if he turns him over and claims it, even if he's enjoying the touch now. there's little gasps, quiet sighs, all pleasing to his ears.

his hands are big enough that his fingers can curl between his legs, slide along the inside of his thigh and cup it against his palm. with a low hum, Louis, somehow, presses closer, the line of his body against Will's, his hard cock pressed up against his hip. Louis rolls against him lazily, heated and heavy. with some curiosity he fondles his balls against fingertips; they're soft, too.
]

You're so impatient, Your Majesty.

[ the words are warm, fond, but teasing. ]

... And your body is quite sensitive. Has it been waiting for me?

[ there had been longing, for months there had been longing, but it's over now. Louis finds he likes the idea of Will thinking about him in this room, before the waking hours, aching and lustful.

pointedly, he rolls from his spot at Will's side, and on top of him, his hair falling like a veil over them. now it feels as if the heat is purely between them, and their lips brush together as Louis speaks.
]

And all those impulses you crave?

[ sweet, sweet heat. he can feel it in his belly, and in his loins. Will wasn't the only one longing those months, either. ]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xxxvii)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-02-27 02:03 am (UTC)(link)
[ Louis is – was, more accurately – someone who had been so painfully used to being alone, that he forgotten how to hold people close. it's surprising to him how easily he falls into it, as Will spreads himself open and murmurs to him in this quiet bedroom, how he believes it. a year ago the young king had won on his own terms, as well as on Louis' terms, and now there's nothing left but for Louis to believe him.

long ago he would've cursed himself for abandoning his ideals, but that past self never knew the warmth that came with Will's arms, even if he had imagined it.

then a part of him had been afraid that their relationship would become something that he could not control, that would turn him from his ideals. and so he never removed all of his clothing, never showed his heart, because in it, Will would have the advantage; he would know that he could be swayed. now, it doesn't feel so bad being swayed.

the king is pleading and glassy eyed, whispering about need in the heat between them. he feels heady on the sudden feeling of intimacy, and though they've done this before, it also feels as if they haven't. not like this.
]

You don't need to need me anymore. You have me. Allow me to show you how much.

[ have, now, and had, in the past. he had been desperate during their last confrontation, lost in loneliness and desire.

this desire feels far better, though.

somehow, he finds the little bottle rolling around on the mattress with them. there are wet fingers that press into him, stretching gently, but finding that Will is already relaxed and ready – that he most likely has been for the last week in anticipation. Louis was going to wait a little while longer, but how could he not be seduced by such sweet words? they have all night, and he's certain that this won't be the time that purely settles Will in for the evening.

his hand finds his cock, dragging along the length to keep himself slick, it would be a shame if a bit of friction turned painful. balancing on an arm above his new husband, he presses into his entrance, then inside, keeping his hips steady to take in the heat that suddenly envelopes him. the arm that he once adjusted himself with slides under Will's hips, arching him upward as he presses the rest of his body down to keep their skin pressed together.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xl)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-03-03 04:28 am (UTC)(link)
[ through the months he knew he had missed Will's body, but he did not know just how much he missed Will's body until he was inside of him. Louis sinks further, into Will's welcoming embrace, listening to the soft moans and whispers of want, the way his arms loop over his shoulders and pull him closer, and then when they were close, somehow closer still. Louis finds that he doesn't want Will, but he wants him desperately.

there was some thrill when they were meeting during their feud that it was something dangerous and sinful, both of them aware that their tryst would end in tragedy. the times are gone in fine pathways of smoke, dissipating in the air, even as the candle burns still. now, there were no lies between them, just the beautiful and horrid truths that they had perpetuated on one another. somehow, that just makes Louis feel even stronger toward his king, that despite all of that ugliness, they were here together, still.
]

It's upon you. I'm here.

[ he says it as if he has to confirm it for himself.

for all of their couplings that had been heady and brimmed with desperation, Louis seems more language, as if he was gripped with something that wished to draw this out as long as he could. his hips move slow, a first, long thrust, a steady roll into his lover. each breath that comes from his parted lips is long, drawn in, slow to release. the place between Will's legs is warm, and he'd like to stay as long as he can.

his other hand pulls up Will's thigh until it grazes his waist, until they're close enough that he can feel his heart press into the embrace of his husband.

under the drape of his hair, he presses his mouth to Will's face, uncaring of whether or not he finds his lips. he does, eventually, and when he does he holds him there until they're both gasping for breath.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto i)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-03-07 04:02 am (UTC)(link)
[ each movement is long, drawn out, slow and indulgent. there's suddenly so much to make up for, all the time they hadn't coupled from when Will had left for the Dragon Temple until Louis had returned from the dead – it feels like experience missed, somehow. he wants to be here with Will, much like they were at the eldan temple among the flowers. there's something in this that reaches inside of him and cradles his heart, a rare, beautiful thing that fills him up and reminds him that he is not carved purely out of loneliness.

he's met with Will's slick heat, hands wandering his back and soft murmurs of love and waiting that are breathless in his ear. what a delicate thing, love, and the shape the word makes on his mouth. Louis captures the edge of it, kissing him sweetly as if he could swallow the word itself and keep it hidden away. when Will squeezes him he chokes, and he picks up his pace, presses deep and pulls back, again and again.
]

... I love you too.

[ the words come out of his lips in a long breath, as if he tries to grasp just what that means – the depth itself not something he can find his own words for. it seems to come easier to Will, who loves so freely and deeply, as if it were purely something in his nature; the two of them couldn't have ended up more different. instead Louis' arms pull him closer, tighter, grasping onto him desperately like he never had when they met and parted on the Charadrius.

then he was certain that they were going to kill each other. that's how it was supposed to end. instead here he was, cradled in the soft arms of the prince – now king – that he had once seen in the hallways of the palace.

Louis presses their foreheads together, keeping the heat of their mingled breath between the two of them. the arm around Will's waist tightens, and Louis rolls back onto his hips, pulling Will upright with him until he's leaning into his lap. he holds himself upright on an arm, fingers grasping at the sheets as he finds a new angle to thrust into him, dragging his hips down and up again to go as deep as Will wants. the pace gets faster, but still just as smoldering. Will looks good in the sheets, and just as good spread over his lap with his legs apart, and the shape of his cock pressed against him. Louis never goes far, their faces brushing cheeks or pressed together at the bridge of the nose, desperate to keep the heat between them, as if it were theirs and theirs alone.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xli)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-03-12 03:31 am (UTC)(link)
[ each long, heavy thrust makes Will lift on his lap. his hips, his hair, his body, they bounce each time he rises and falls. as they move together, Will looks so lost and tousled in his pleasure, lips parted, murmuring his punctuated by short, breathy gasps. there had always been some baggage during their trysts, and with such enjoyable sin also comes tension. Louis would say that shame was for those at the church, but there was some stress in their secrecy. all of that is washed away now, and Will is enjoying himself fully, cast away every shred of anxiety that had chased them. the king grasps at him, leaving moon-shaped indents in his back, and it stings in a way that Louis likes, as if he's being reminded of how close they are.

Louis fucks the king as he comes, letting the heady feelings take him as Will clings desperately to his back. the warmth blossoms between them, spilling against his belly in slow waves as Will's body squeezes him; for a moment, Louis almost slips his palm against the sheets and sends them both tumbling, but manages to keep himself upright as his loins beg for release.

his chest is rising and falling as he catches his breath, dark heart gleaming, his cock still hard inside him.
]

Quite a lot in you ...

[ it's an absent thought that comes out his lips in the haze of pleasure. gently, he reaches down to roll his palm along Will's length to keep him hard, his fingers now slick with cum. it occurs to him that the king came without being touched, and he's struck hard enough by the thought that he has to swallow back the orgasm that threatens him at the thought. he'd rather come in a fit of passion, but Will's sensitivity seems to have an effect on him. rolling his hips slowly, both for himself and to ease Will back into being filled up again, Louis runs a wet thumb up and down Will's cock. ]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto x)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-03-21 03:11 am (UTC)(link)
[ everything is different now, and there's no lusts that they need to keep in secret. it's liberating in its own way, to be known as an elda, and to have his whole self laid bear – he would have violently rejected this kind of vulnerability before their last battle, now it seems to comfort him.

much had happened since then.

yet Will is no less demanding. his body and his cock are ready again, as if he had never come and was still as hard as when Louis started touching him. the fleeting thought crosses Louis' mind that this is another thing that Will defeats him at – how could he ever keep up with the raw lust of his new husband? perhaps he could still best him when they cross swords, at the magla arts, as well, but here in the bedroom he is at the mercy of his king.

Louis expects that they had been away from one another for so long – by choice or not – that Will's has been teetering over the edge of the precipice, and is now allowed to fall. all that pent-up desire is now unhinged and let loose, and he's so sensitive when Louis is inside of him.
]

Will you come again? You have been waiting an awfully long time.

[ Louis asks, rolling his hips up again into his lover, careful not to extend himself to release yet. the pace is disciplined, steady, giving Will a little more as he squeezes down on him. when they get close enough he can allow himself the luxury of letting loose, of diving more deeply into his pleasure. Louis had always been good at keeping himself in check, there were no soldiers that made it to his rank that were not disciplined, but there is the call to chaos somewhere inside of him.

the closer Will gets again, the more his own cock throbs.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto i)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-03-31 01:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ again and again and again – that is what Louis said.

even in his bed on their wedding night, Louis thinks that Will's appetite may become legendary. the history books do like a good story, they tell of a king's reign, but gossip is always slid between the lines as if the historian penning it could revel in their scandalous knowledge. the king is indeed young, though Louis wonders if his proclivities will dampen at all, even as he gets older. as they both get older, he realizes. that's an odd realization that Will doesn't let him keep for long, wrapping around him like a wanton snake, pulling at his hair and riding his cock.

there's something intoxicating about having Will like this, desperate to press against him, to be as close as possible. it's better than when they fought, when Louis was trying desperately to find some common ground between them, to pull Will into his own ambitions until he was pulled into Will's.

his fingertips trace down Will's ribs, over his hips and rests on his thighs. it's a body that he knows, though it's different, now – his is, too. he knows that Will can feel it. Louis wants to memorize the shape of his new husband, his king, in a way he didn't before he lost himself.
]

Like that, yes ... make me come ...

[ dark lashes fall half-lidded over his eyes, and he leans back on a flat palm to watch Will on top of him, going as deep as he wants. there's something mesmerizing about the way that he moves, and Louis finds himself staring as Will pleasures the two of them, lifting and lowering his hips. for a moment, Louis sways, a soft, low moan on his lips that quivers as it falls between them. whatever words that may have been in him are now lost. a hand grasps Will's thigh, holding it firmly as if he needs to hold on to something, until the friction is too much. his discipline cracks, the ferocity of the heat takes him. the orgasm crawls through him, steeling his hips to the bed and curling his fingers in the sheets.

each time they had met before this, Louis had been much more controlled, but here he allows Will to ride him out. he finds a lewd part of him likes how it looks when he comes in him, how it drips down his thighs, how Will lowers and his loins give in to another pulse, as if he has more to offer.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xliv)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-04-14 02:00 am (UTC)(link)
[ before this, in what feels like another life, Louis would clean them both up and Will would leave. their trysts did not last long, just a fleeting snatch enough for Louis to taste him, to get used to his scent, before sending him away to focus purely on his own ambitions. he feels so far away from that right now, as Will, who he's still snug inside of, rests over his collar and lazily starts talking about how easily he'll give affection.

he wonders if he knew this during his time on the Charadrius, that he'd regret it if he had stayed in his grave. he wonders if Will would have offered the same warmth.

it's better not to think of those things.
]

They'll dub you the insatiable sovereign, the lustful King Wilhelm.

[ there's a puff of air that comes out his mouth as he allows the rest of his thoughts to dissipate into the warm air between them. he doesn't think he's ever seen Will this content, smiling and giddy as if their lives were simply perfect, and not tragedy had ever befallen them. it's a sight that moves him, one he thought to see with his own new world that never came to pass, but now is here in this imperfect one.

that's fine, he'll kill anyone who tries to relieve him of it.
]

Perhaps we can change the reputation of the elda to that of ravenous, desire-filled beasts.

[ there's still a pleasant buzz that vibrates through him, relaxes his shoulders and settles his muscles. despite the way he allows himself to sink, with Will on top of him, he feels sharp, as if a fog has cleared. perhaps he needs this – has needed it – as much as Will does. ]
Edited 2025-04-14 02:01 (UTC)
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xviii)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-04-25 03:35 am (UTC)(link)
[ they were past many things, first and foremost, trying to kill one another. there was some satisfaction in that, though, at least for Louis, who had never had an equal until then. now his equal is sprawled over him, vibrating with soft laughter and tracing trails with his mouth across his skin, the battles memories of their shared time together.

Louis raises a hand to rest on the back of Will's head, curling through his short silver hair, and the way a strand in the back seems to stubbornly jut out in the opposite direction as the rest.
]

I pity the soul that decides to be the first to disturb us.

[ after their wedding, Louis had expected at least a couple days of consummation, and he figured that the Partisans will have their own business to attend to in the king's absence. if he were a gambling man, he'd put on Gallica – she'd most likely be the one of the ones that Will would accept an interruption from. ]

For all that you say you wish to claim me, you are rather careful not to leave a mark. How will anyone at court know?

[ he teases, deliberately trying to stroke that little bit of defiance that he knows sparks within Will. with half-lidded eyes, he draws his hand through the locks of short hair, watching them fall in the spaces between fingers before capturing them again. ]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto i)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-04-28 02:48 am (UTC)(link)
[ all that Will needed was a little push – an assurance of consent – that he could use Louis' skin as a canvas. where it's unblemished now, he certainly. had his own share of scrapes and bruises throughout his years as a soldier. there was never anything life threatening, perhaps he had been too good with a sword for his own good – or far too luck in some respects, where he wasn't in others. the echo of strength followed him and struck fear into those who'd cross swords with him, most likely because the ones that came before them were already struck dead.

he wears the blemishes like fine jewelry, sweeping his hair from one side to the other to give Will a fresh canvas.
]

You can allow them to fade and create more at your pleasure.

[ each time Will moves his mouth down his throat, Louis sighs, as if there's some fresh arousal that stirs with him that relaxes his shoulders and helps him sink into the hand holding him up. there's something soothing about the bite of pain mixed with pleasure, the soft sting that is soon tended to by Will's gentle tongue, as if to chase away a wound of his own making.

there are little red marks splotched across his pale skin, red marks blooming, wet and glistening, that will eventually turn purple, then blue, then yellow. Louis is not fragile, not in body nor in spirit, and he likes the little defiant push that Will seems to have when given the chance. there's the satisfying notion that Euchronia's perfect, giving little king, a little demon showing teeth beneath the sheets, but only for him.

when Will leans back, Louis wipes the corner of his mouth with his thumb.
]

I'll wear them well, then no one can forget.

[ as in, he has no intent on hiding them. he's feared enough that no one will ask, and he'll enjoy the gossip that comes from it. the same thumb traces back under his ear and down his shoulders, along the curve of his spine. Will is soft, always so soft, even at the barest touch. ]

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