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001 » i can't help but find myself






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luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xiv)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-01-10 11:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[ the kiss is firm, less like one they share in unbridled desire and more like sealing of a vow. Louis Guiabern – Louis Charadrius – does not waver in his promises. the cheers of the crowd are all but distant echoes, as was the intensity on his face when he stared at Gideaux from his spot on the altar.

some concessions had to be made, and the church was one of them. Louis was not unaware that their marriage would be seen as illegitimate without the backing of the faith, but there were still deep wounds that became grudges – there's not a part of Louis that would not see the church burn to the ground. there is something satisfying about this though, where the church itself is marrying the two of them, which would have been taboo not even a year prior.

the next kiss is a fuller, not one of a promise, but tinged with passion, uncaring to the onlookers. Gideaux does not expect a kiss past the first, and looks away at the second out of what seems like a privacy offering, where Louis sweeps the king forward by the hips and kisses the corner of his lips, then on the mouth again. the cheer from the crowd erupts in a way he hardly cares about, somewhere away from the altar, off far from the two of them.

the streets are full of color and flowers, voices calling their names, scandalous gossip and opportunists. the good spirits are contagious. it all has a sort of haphazard harmony to it, Louis thinks: the merchants trade their wares, the elda and mustari among them; drunkards roll through the streets by the end of the morning, making progress on the celebratory libations; and the Partisans all play their own parts, all having caught some degree of Will's enthusiasm. really, it's as if all of Grand Trad has caught his enthusiasm, and is quite the sight, indeed.

the party is expected to go on for days, tapering off at the end of the week. not necessarily because of any grand plans made by the king, but the populace's celebrations seem to become a beast all their own. King Wilhelm's reign has been quiet enough since his coronation that everyone seems eager to celebration, as if they could grasp just a bit of the grandeur.

Louis had organized a tournament for the day after the wedding, open to all that would show up to test their skills. it roused his followers and piqued the interest of every passer that had seen his former posters prior to his downfall (though it hardly feels like he had a downfall at all, these days). it would bring opportunity to those who have talent and have not seen it through, it also seemed to rouse interest in the royal army, as if all inspiring to clamor for some of the strength that Count Louis – now the king consort – extrudes. there would be a day or two before he made an appearance, as the preliminaries needed to wrap up before the true tournament began. of course, Louis knew that Will would want him to himself for at least a few days after this, he's come to expect it.

Junah sings in the gardens of the palace, her voice carrying, through some spell, even past its walls. there are plates and plates of food, some the king's favorite dishes, others prepared and overseen by Basilio, who put the menu together himself. there are nobles, familiar faces, friends and honorable guests all mingling around the decorated gardens. there's even a small band of fairies that came from the elda village, giggling and waving at Gallica whenever they found a window to do so.

at the dais is the table for the king and his Partisans, seated there with drinks and small dishes as the guests offered last minute gifts and blessings. Louis now knows to lean partially inward when Will seems to want to share – either a sip of some sweet wine or a small bite of something that seems to please him.
]

They're rather apt on getting your attention.

[ Louis remarks to Gallica, who's floating somewhere between his head and Will's, dressed in white lace for the occasion.

"Don't make me go over there," Gallica puffs out. "They're all really airheaded."

as if in response, Louis tilts his head in, shrinking the space between the three of them and leaning in to kiss Will, forcing Gallica to flit out behind them with a little hey!
]
Edited 2025-01-10 23:38 (UTC)
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto i)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-01-19 02:14 am (UTC)(link)
[ while Louis is never particularly obedient, he seems somewhat content to let Will feed him. it is titillating to him in the way that the king, who has defeated him utterly and completely, is now feeding him. there's a tinge of power to it that thrills him. Louis lounges with his temple to his knuckles, shifting slightly and opening his mouth just enough for Will to feed him.

to Louis, a celebration is a celebration, and this is, to an extent, his as much as it is Will's to drink in and enjoy. there's no need to hide his affection, especially when in contrast to skeptical onlookers and furious naysayers. it's enough for him to know that each time their lips touch that someone is getting mad about it.

he's partially paying attention to the wedding antics playing out in the garden, though his attention is on Will. all and all, Louis seems to enjoy his pie.
]

The king winning the king consort's tournament would stoke the conspiratorial flames of those determined to incite one.

[ though the thought itself amuses him to a degree. ]

During our rivalry, I remember you were among the top ranks in the coliseum. Do you crave a new challenge?

[ (he was keeping tabs on Will at the time, after all.)

it's an honest question – he had heard a lot about Will's climb to popularity, and it wasn't always speeches and kindness. there was a grittiness to it too: dungeons filled with monsters, dragons radiating fear, and humans that ravaged the countryside. Will is no stranger to battle. it's also a funny question, given that Louis is rather well-dressed in wedding robes, with his hair braided and pulled back as he asks it.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto ix)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-01-24 05:07 am (UTC)(link)
[ well, that is curious. though Will has won – he has become king, tamed dragons, crawled through ancient dungeons and defeated Louis at his worst. yet here he is, mulling over not being able to enter the king consort's tournament, because there's still something within him that craves strength.

Louis sits back, pleased. Will is being cocky, but he's certainly not wrong. the king would win – perhaps there's aspects of Louis' dream yet within the world, though it has mostly died.
]

Is that so?

[ Louis tilts his head, leaning in. his voice is as smooth as silk. as he speaks in gets closer, bridging the space between them. ]

Perhaps I could fulfill that need for you.

[ before Will can respond, Louis sits up and reaches for a piece of bread that's not far from him. there's an aristocrat approaching the dais, some daughter of a lord of a lord sort of thing. she leaves some candied fruit in front of them (which is whisked off by an attendant), and Louis gives his majesty a pointed look before he eats. ]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xv)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-01-26 11:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[ to say that love is a savior never rung true Louis, possibly because after his parents died his life had been so devoid of it that it was hard to imagine that anything could be built on the obscure. if he was asked about a future where his ambitions were thwarted, he would have never conceived that it would end in marriage, only death. he won or he died; that was the promise.

and yet, here he was, leaning in and finding affectionate words for a king who defiantly, desperately saved him. it was not just Will's world that needed building, but pure rejection of the idea of duality. Louis had offered it in his own way, but a world monsters and bloody battle was not made of romance and fantasy.

his new husband is easily malleable, and from his bedroom eyes it's already easy to tell what's on his mind.
]

To think, we've been quite patient.

[ Louis takes a moment to admire him, his eyes closed and his lips parted, but he doesn't feed him just yet. he traces his lip from the center to the corner, as he seems to like to do, enjoying the soft shape before putting a jam-covered piece of sweet bread in his mouth. Gallica's already off before either of them can say anything, both of them a bit too entranced with one another to see her off.

not only did he not believe his the end of his prior ambitions would end in marriage, even less so did Louis Guiabern believe he would be feeding a lover on a flower-covered dais.

he hears someone whistle loudly at them, looking up directly at the noise that seems to be a very intoxicated Loveless. (somewhere in his brain he wonders where in any world that this uncultured half-wit became a candidate.) while he doesn't notice Louis' piercing gaze on him, Catherina picks up on it like a knife is held to Loveless' throat. she drags him down again, elbow around his neck and a curse on her lips.

"Don't pay attention to him, he's just an idiot!"

"Hey, shouldn't you be careful? No fights at the king's wedding!" someone hisses just above a whisper.

Basilio leans forward in his seat, clearly amused.

then Louis gets up and holds up his cup, everyone stills, as if holding their breath.
]

Come now, a wedding without a few good scuffles would turn out rather dull. A round for the winner.

[ it goes over well enough, with Loveless tumbling to the floor with a laugh that will surely be a few nasty bruises come tomorrow morning. it seems to put some ease to the room that felt that their way of celebrating may not be appropriate – well, times are different, now. ]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xlviii)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-01-30 11:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[ the day is long and the festivities are vast. it's been quite a while since there's been a royal wedding, and this is the first one many have seen in their lifetimes. it's even rarer due to the elda that now occupies the throne (or eldas, to those who know).

while the guests finish their food and drink, both Will and Louis are whisked away to freshen up. there are a few outer layers that need to be changed, both of them need their hair attended to, and a breather to use the facilities before the next ceremony. Louis is somewhat used to this – court celebrations had always been long, and never entirely about person they're being thrown for, but certainly about spectacle. he's very good at spectacle. it's refreshing to see Will make it his own in all the small ways that he's excited, despite who wants to see them paraded, at the end of the day, it is theirs to claim.

they manage to sneak in another kiss before they leave to stand in front of Lady Gruidae, who awaits them in the garden under a flowered archway. this ceremony is far smaller, given the reasoning for it, but the Partisans are there, and quite a few of the elda from the village have shown up. Louis has more respect for the traditions of the elda than that of the church, and there is some private satisfaction in bringing them out of hiding and into the heart of Euchronia. to all there, the king is elda and the consort is clemar, but there are a few among the crowd that know the truth, that Lady Gruidae is marrying two elda.

she says something from the pages of a book that's tied back to ritual, knots their conjoined hands with ribbon at each passage. Louis isn't paying attention to her, his half-lidded eyes fixed on Will, who looks as if he has energy to spare. as each knot is tied, it reminds him of all the pain and joy it took them to get here – each one is a time when they met and parted, or when they tried to kill each other, or when they passed in the night, some nuance in their ideals not allowing them partnership.

there are drinks and snacks when it finishes, and they're sat at a table where some of the elda from the village offer their congratulations. somewhere between one person and the next, Louis tucks a white flower behind Will's ear before sitting back in satisfaction as the next person takes his attention.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto lxiii)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-02-01 12:39 am (UTC)(link)
[ there are still well wishes and congratulations and they retire, it's already late into the evening, and the two of them have been up well before dawn. Louis still seems amenable, awake and unbothered.

still, the quiet feels nice.

there's no chatter to drown out the sound of the door clicking shut, or an echo of laughter so loud that he needs to lean closer to Will to hear his voice. it's just quiet; just the two of them. after loyalty, betrayal, death and ambition, here they were. there was always an intimacy that Louis felt when they fought, as if everyone else around the two of them faded away, and it was just the sound of their swords clashing. he feels that now, too.

Louis is impressed with Will's discipline, he half expected to be pressed into the frame of their door before they managed to get through it. the king has been quiet patient for someone who was at the door of the Charadrius not two days after their first tryst.

his expression softens somewhat as Will reaches for his cheek.
]

Moreso then I've been in a while.

[ that is the truth of it. Louis has been less troubled, and he doesn't know if it's because his ambitions have crumbled and he is no longer a slave to them, or if being by Will has made him content. it could be something with their magla, but he hasn't let his thoughts linger too much on it, perhaps one day he will.

when the cloak hits the ground, his eyes follow it, and he reaches forward to tuck his fingers in the loose hem holding Will's jacket together before tugging him forward.
]

... Come here.

[ his voice gets lower. ]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto lxii)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-02-04 01:44 am (UTC)(link)
[ the touch of their mouths is heady, slow but heated, as if trying to press deeper rather than faster. to his surprise there's less impatience and more bottomless desire, as if something has grabbed him by the collar as he stands at the edge of a great precipice.

between now and the last time they had been in each other's bed, Louis had tried to kill will, and Will had come close to killing Louis, Louis had exploited him and tried to turn him into a human, Will had blindly blamed Louis for the Prince's condition, and then Louis tried to end the world. there had been a lot between them, pain and suffering, a clash of ambitions, and the struggle for a better world where they could only see one another. back then Will had blue hair, and their coupling had been entwine with power games.

there are no struggles as Will takes off his clothes, slides his hands against his skin and eventually bears his heart. he doesn't stop him. they are a far reach from what they had been a year ago – months ago – before Will decided to bring him back. it's possible that spell Will used had somehow entwined them in some way, or they were already that way, perhaps. Louis chases each touch with another kiss, pulling Will in by the waist and finding the soft spot beneath his jaw and then down his throat. there's so much clothing to take off, a layer of a vests and overcoats and cloaks, some neatly tied together with ribbon or some royal sigil that Louis discards with the rest of it.

after what seems like too much pulling and disrobing, he's finally sliding a warm hand over Will's bare skin, cupping the small of his back in his hand. it traces down his rear, over the shape of his thighs. a thumb presses against one of soft circle on his chest. there's the sudden desire to touch Will everywhere, but they have the rest of the night, and at least a day or two before they're beckoned back to the world of politics.
]
luciferi: by luciferi dnt (Default)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-02-06 03:16 am (UTC)(link)
[ is there anything left to concern himself over? they're no longer rivals in the way that they had been, and under the layers of violence and fascination, Louis had wanted a camaraderie with Will. it came out in little ways, but it was there, shining through during their clashes. before this moment, there was a time he was unsure of how to accept what he wanted – or even come to terms that he wanted it at all.

there's a pleasant huff that comes out of his mouth as Will touches his horn.
]

You're still fascinated, aren't you?

[ he sounds amused, and as if in retaliation, he gently pinches Will's nipple between his fingers. it's sweet how he's already stiff with want under his touch – well, it has been a while, Louis figures. it feels almost as if they were different people, then.

leaning down with his hair brushing over his shoulder and against Will's cheek, he hovers just above his ear to whisper.
]

Take them off at your leisure.

[ his last piece of clothing.

Louis had always struggled with his loneliness, because he never quite learned how to deal with it, as if connection somehow always alluded him. still, he doesn't feel as if it comes easily to him, but perhaps it comes more easily with Will, now. perhaps being with Will was less an indulgence and more a need.

Will's so lively under each touch, shifting beneath it and shivering when he likes something. they never really had that sort of luxury before, and Louis seems to want to use this to his full advantage – there must be plenty of things that Will likes, and he will find them.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xviii)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-02-08 10:21 pm (UTC)(link)
[ they've never really been in a quiet place before to meet, their affection spotted between missions and battles. it seems like a novelty, something new in their relationship that it does make it feel fresh. there's no underlying tension as Will puts his hands where ever he pleases, stripping Louis of the rest of it and tossing it somewhere to the floor where it doesn't matter anymore. there's no need for it, Will has seen all of him: the good things, the bad things, the wretched loneliness that wrecked him on the inside.

the light touch is comfort, a heady pleasure that isn't too overstimulating, but enough to allow him to enjoy it without anything looming in the back of his brain. it's as if Will is getting reacquainted with his body on new terms, more equal ones then they were on before.
]

You and only you for quite some time.

[ it's an easy remark, but true. ever since that fated day Louis met Will outside the Charadrius, it's been that way. he hasn't take his eyes off of him, even in his madness. ]

And yet in every circumstance you've had saintly patience. Not even once have you shown up at my door. It must have been difficult for you.

[ but Louis understands, he knows what Will has done for his comfort as he grappled with the meaning of this new existence.

as much as Louis loathes to take Will's hand away from his hard cock, he also would rather the two of them be somewhere that would make touching and kissing all the easier. like he's done before, he slides an arm just beneath Will's rear and hefts him up enough to carry him over to the bed.

down, down Will goes, and Louis pushes his shoulder into the sheets, his hair draped to the side like a curtain. he kisses his temple, his cheek, and then down his neck before his tongue teases one of those stiff nipples.
]

It feels good, hm? That such reservations can now be damned.

[ (there is the possibility that they will be disturbed, but Louis knows where his sword is and he will have no mercy if an assassin surprises them on their wedding night.) ]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xl)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-02-10 05:50 am (UTC)(link)
[ what sweet little words come out of Will's mouth, talking about need and love and how lucky he is to have him. in some ways, Louis feels like he still doesn't know what to do with such colorful emotions – anything that had been given to him since he was a child had been earned. the we're lucky to have you, recruit had come after victorious missions, or battles won as Louis stood covered in the blood of the crown's enemies.

Will doesn't ask anything of him; perhaps that's part of what took him so long to process all of this. he's not certain how he earned this, or if it was something this was meant to be earned. how does someone like him receive such a soft type of love?

giving the stiff circle on his chest another lap of his tongue before leaving it to the chill, he crawls up enough until he can press his forehead to Will's, framing him in his horns. Will is pretty like this, with his hair spread over the bed, pink mouth open in a pant and heavy lashes over pale, liquid blue eyes. Louis had always found him desirable in the way he wondered what each soft curve of his body felt like, even after he had traced it over a hundred times.

what does he say? what does he feel, in this moment?
]

Let me show you how much I missed you when I was gone.

[ his hand slides down Will's center, tracing the line of his belly and dipping into his navel, just as it had when he was sick. this time he doesn't stop, instead going lower, lower, lower. a hand roves over those curves he likes so much, dipping between his legs and running his thumb up the inside of his thigh before finally touching between his them. he takes his cock in his hand, his fingers running circles along the wet tip.

Louis has noticed how aroused his new husband is already, and they've hardly gotten started.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xxviii)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-02-11 04:01 am (UTC)(link)
[ at the time that he had met Will, he never thought he'd meet an elda with the same inclinations as he had. it threw him off-guard, even Fidelio had noticed his recklessness. of course, Louis was always one who was confident in his own power, and never afraid of his own death.

Will's limbs tangle around him, skin against skin, grasping against him with fingertips pressed into his back. as the king commands his body downward, he complies, kissing his open mouth with his own and filling it with his tongue. when he pulls back it's never that far, content to keep the heat between them, trailing soft, possessive kisses from his chin to his temple. there's something satisfying about pressing Will into the sheets, letting them both sink into the bed together.
]

You don't need to hold back anymore. Come as much as you like.

[ they have all night; a thousand days more; the rest of their lives. Will had waited so long, and he was so, so very patient, it seems cruel to make him wait any longer. ]

I'll make you come again, and again ...

[ it's not the same arrogant tone that Will had once boldly used in lustful challenge – it's softer, more patient drawl, with same warmth he had when he had thrown Will a soiree. Louis can fully wrap an arm around his back and to his chest, limbs entwine like snakes. smooth fingers gently pinch a once neglected nipple, giving it the same service as the other. more pointedly, Louis rubs his thumb against the slit at the tip of his sensitive cock, teasing it and smudging precum over the head, slick and hot to the touch.

he wants to see more of that expression, with his parted lips and wet mouth, mewling with pleasure. there's something captivating about it, perhaps knowing that this is the king, and this is how he looks when Louis touches him.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto lviii)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-02-17 02:44 am (UTC)(link)
[ so much brimming desire for such a small thing, Louis hardly knows how he kept it all in. he may have a short stature, but Will is relentless when it comes to the pursuit of something that he wants, and he knows that there is much, much more to come.

the arm around Will's shoulders turns him inward for a kiss, light, but promising, as if he's bringing him back from that blissful look. Will has a regal way about him, but Louis thinks he looks especially kingly with his clothes off, arched in his hands with his hair spilling behind him. something divine for him to devour.
]

Oh? I wonder how many times it will take to sate you.

[ Louis strokes him lazily, as if he's trying to urge every last drop from the king's cock. his fingers rest when he goes soft again, slick with cum and resting just above his thigh without a care to how sticky he may get. ]

Two times more? Five times?

[ there's a tease to his voice, playful in tone. ]

Rest, and then touch yourself for me.

[ he rests his head carefully against the bed, as his horns are still attached to his head. they'll come off eventually, but there's no need to rush. he knows that Will likes them.

there's something thrilling about the prospect of having a show when he's this close to the king, their bodies pressed together in some places, hair twine together in others. Louis has his arm slung beneath him, ready to pull him closer whenever he likes.
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