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luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xxv)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-05-28 10:31 pm (UTC)(link)
[ an absolute romantic.

he's settled into his skin well, both as a writer and a poet, even if he's the king. in their time together, Louis has learned Will's taste in novels, filled with longing and adventure scrawled in bright prose. perhaps there's some truth in that sort of fantasy, mingling in the words that would construct their own world.

(there wasn't a time when Louis used to think that way, but he feels it more and more as he spends time with Will, as it sinks into him and peeks from the back of his brain until he urges it back again. it's haunting him with hope.)

in this case they've switched, haven't they? Louis finds the whole thing amusingly ironic, in his own, dry way, allowing Will to be the valiant rescuer, just as someone could not rescue him. in his own dramatic reenactment, he can feel Will's breath as he lowers, warm and sweet, and the brush of his nose, then his mouth.

it's soft at first, before the greedy king leans down and takes more.
]

Quite the show, my king. Perhaps my prince, considering the circumstances.

[ he tilts his head. ]

As you can see, I'm saved.
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xxvi)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-06-03 07:00 pm (UTC)(link)
[ like a little animal in search of warmth, Will spreads himself over Louis, who in turn is spread over the daybed, making himself comfortable and taking exactly what he wants. Louis can't fault him – Will is a fairly agreeable king, but there is a demanding side to him, one that isn't afraid to go after exactly what he wants. that, in this case, is more kisses. ]

A prince coming to save his knight is a twist in the tale I hadn't expected. Are you contemplating writing and publishing that one?

[ with a slight, subtle turn, he gives Will a broader range to spread himself over, opening himself to little kisses and the cuddles that the king loves so much. an arm lazily rests over Will's waist to keep him steady. an accidental fall from the daybed would ruin the mood.

well, Will had been the one to save himself in a way, hadn't he? in the way neither the former king nor Louis could – a part of his own sense of preservation, or self love. Louis hadn't thought about it too deeply before, but he thinks about it now as Will spreads over him and coos over his slumbering knight.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xxix)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-06-05 09:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Will reminds Louis of some sort of small animal that has the uncanny ability to make itself larger when it relaxes. spreading over him, Will's small body presses him into the daybed, and Louis feels a pleasant sink into the cushions. ]

If there are concerns over distribution, you could choose a pseudonym. Your stately duties shouldn't keep you from your own pursuing your passions, or you'll quickly learn to resent them. If all goes well no one will find out until we're both long gone.

[ he's aware that Will may not want to take the same missteps as his father, but putting a hamper on Will's own creativity seems an undue caution. the people need their king, of course, but Louis has enough resentment for the senate (and most of the people), to urge Will to pursue. well, that, and he can't help but be curious on what his king will produce. he's read some of Will's poetry, as well as his other writings, and it seems . ]

Though if you wish to contract me as your editor, I would have you know that I am rather brutal in my reviews.

[ it's somewhat of a joke as a comment on his own nature, particularly because he's read Will's writing and quite likes it.

luckily when Will's resting with his consort, most know to leave them alone where they would normally bother the king into another dull duty. with Louis, he will easily stare anyone down that merely knocks or approaches, giving Will a reprieve.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xliv)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-06-06 08:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[ when Will is not spending time with him or his friends in his spare time, Louis notices that he writes. in response, Louis has quietly begun to stock their personal library with books to Will's tastes. there are ways that Louis cares that are done quietly, with a combination of silent affection and curiosity: what will Will do with it? what will he create? it seems that in a cruel world, that there are certain aspects of Will that still spark Louis' own interests unrelated to former ambitions (and certain things he's good at, such as military strategy).

the king chatters a bit and Louis settles lazily to listen, making a bemused hn! at the idea of Wilhelm More. while Louis killed the king out of anger, resentment, and what he felt was need, he can't say that Hythlodaeus didn't pull a rather impressive trick with that election. still, he doesn't regret what he did.
]

John Metaphor sounds very suspiciously like a pseudonym that you may be able to convince people of its legitimacy, though if you wish to take on the name Charadrius, you'll most likely get questions in regards to being a fan of my skyrunner.

[ which actually is kind of funny.

Louis remains fairly still with all of Will's moving and drumming, occasionally, running a hand up and down his waist absently.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xviii)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-06-08 04:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ they were relaxed just a moment ago, but he can feel Will shift beneath his hand, tighten with a stress that Louis did not expect. there are times he feels disconnected from Will's own insecurities, and he cannot understand the trigger that caused this sudden bout of anxiety. he's never been terribly good at dealing with it, but he's getting better at recognizing Will's mood shifts.

he does what he knows how to do best: he speaks matter-of-factly of his own beliefs.
]

Married in the village? No, certainly not. The Eldan Sanctum would have felt like a cage. Neither you nor I would've stayed in that place long enough, we would have chosen a life of travel far before we were of age to be married.

[ that is true. there is a love of travel that they both have that none of the other elda shared, and Louis is certain that if they grew up together, that it was the sentiment they would have shared. ]

If you're contemplating our nuptials in this scenario of yours, we would've had them upon whatever skyrunner we procured, far above Euchronia.

[ it's something that he never really thought about, really, Louis is someone who lives for the ambitions in the moment, always thinking about how he can twist certain situations in his own favor – or the favor of whatever utopia had he had been chasing. it's different now, but thinking about the fire – what became of them – it still haunts him in some respect. he finds that there's a space there when he talks about it with Will, as he never really had anyone else who could understand that vulnerability of his.

that makes it feel a bit better in a way he doesn't like to admit, but settles in without vocalizing it.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto liv)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-06-09 11:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[ it is difficult for Louis to imagine a world where their love of adventure did not coincide in a community of the recluse, fearful of stepping beyond their borders. there are details there: the fire, the king, when and how, and Louis' own circumstances, but all of that are just details. now that Louis has met Will, who came into his life like a force of nature, it is difficult to imagine himself without him.

honestly, he did not expect this sort of response – he never does, because here he thought he was speaking his mind more than he meant to sooth his lover, but Will is crawling on him and pushing him down and kissing him and he once again wonders how did this happen?
]

You are impossible.

[ but it doesn't sound like much of a protest coming from a man who could lift the king off and slink somewhere else if he disliked being this showered with affection. he is unused to it, perhaps – even with Will, due to a lifetime of personal neglect, and it's still something he doesn't quite know how to respond to.

there goes the king, putting his mouth on his horns too.
]

We're already married.
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto liii)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-06-13 12:50 am (UTC)(link)
[ there's that romantic again, the one that rears its head when Will is feeling sentimental. he has the same light to his eyes as the king did so many years ago when Louis was young, but where that turned out to be hollow, Will's is full of promise. the difference is in belief, isn't it? Louis had learned a while ago not to blindly follow idealism, but Will has already made it real.

Will scrambles all over him, partially rolling up and getting handsy. there are soft, cool kisses pressed over his face, even as he sighs (and yet still doesn't move).

and then,

and then

Will presses his fingertips into his horn, into the soft, velvety texture along his scalp. damn, why is he so weak to this? with another hn he melts bonelessly into the daybed.
]

How many times could marriage take?

[ he doesn't expect Will to answer that, he's just being a silly grump.

help him, save him, he's completely trapped.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto liv)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-06-20 01:07 am (UTC)(link)
[ perhaps it's that he'll never be used to affection, so Will receives this treatment each time, a little bit of surprise, a little bit of acceptance. more and more as Louis eases into allowing himself to be close to someone. Will tends to him the way that he likes, making it difficult to keep his ill-tempered frown. it's only been a few months, and Will's diligence in caring for him means that he knows just how to touch him. ]

I'm not either of those things.

[ but for the first time, Louis doesn't sound that commanding or convincing, instead it comes out like a soft gruff, the closest he gets to whining. it's so hard to complain when Will is allowing his fingers to press alongside that nice place on his horns, just under the mass of flaxen hair, like some sort of expert horn-rubber. ]

I'm very dangerous. You've heard the rumors.

[ yeah, but he doesn't look dangerous at all like this. ]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xxviii)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-06-20 09:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[ he's living through his teens again now that he's able to be safe and comfortable, probably. ]

Aren't you feeling cheeky. The worst comes from you, you know. You could compile a list of the crimes of Louis Guiabern, and sell them back to that rumormongering associate of yours for twice the coin.

[ it's hard to keep up now, especially with Will working his fingers through his hair, putting pressure against his scalp. all of his base instincts are screaming for him to get up, to leave any claim to pleasure, but even if he heeded that call, he's unable to do so – it just feels far too good.

a deep, long sigh comes from his chest, out through his lips as he deflates more. though he supposes that there are few out here that could say that the king has tended to them, and where Louis once wanted to be king, he is now the object of the king's affection, and is allowed more leniency than the king himself.

well, that's a thought, isn't it?
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xxvii)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-07-08 01:06 am (UTC)(link)
[ there are some that have probably already noticed that his expression changes with the king is around, even the senate who Louis despises. some of the castle staff have noticed that if they mention that they're explicitly doing something for the king, that Louis will allow them more grace (especially in the way of the softness his feature take on). it's an odd line in the sand, one where Louis will get violent if crossed. those know not test their limits with it. ]

Oh? And what would someone do with such information?

[ he inquires, still playing gruff. ]

The only one who could take advantage of it would be the king himself. After all, those that would come after the king's consort could find themselves at his behest, and he's less a kitten and more a beast under circumstances that do not befit him.

[ the pressure is gone from his horns – from his head – and now he feels odd without Will's touch. there's a soft, phantom tingle where his fingers have left, not quite an itch, but a reminder. perhaps he is a kitten for the king, but he doesn't seem to refute it.

no, it's his now.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto lviii)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-07-10 09:13 pm (UTC)(link)
[ it's not even as if Louis can deny it, or that he wants to. certainly, it's something he'd openly admit to anyone. there are many qualities of Louis Guiabern: he's a charismatic genius, a violent meritocratic tyrant, a cunning politician and a simp for the king. the rumor would not be a concern to him, as anyone who wished to use it against him or the king would ultimately find consequence awaiting at the end of his blade. it had been a lifetime of work to get to the point where he did not want to hide, and the king deserves someone of strength to stand beside him.

he even thinks that his devotion occasional unnerves the Senate, as well as any naysayers. there is no one in Euchronia that could say their marriage was purely political, even if that was the legs it original stood on.
]

It's always strange to hear you say that.

[ he's always been a threat, never a blessing unless it was to those following him. ]

If you call me kitten in chambers, I'm certain that the Senate will have something to say about it. You are free to do with it as you will.

[ as in, he gives Will permission to use that pet name anywhere he wants. why not? not only is it rather amusing, it is sort of true. ]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xv)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-07-25 02:11 am (UTC)(link)
[ it's rather humorous to him; he quite likes the idea. a serious meeting in front of the senate, the king facing them to make a statement, then announcing Louis as "kitten." he can see their blustering, red, annoying faces: the two princes sputtering, the Igniter Consortium Head smiling tightly, and Will glowing with pride.

quite the sight it's going to be.

while Louis was never known for his sense of humor, they've been together long enough that certain details of his personality are now shining through. it's the same for him: the little parts of Will that he hasn't seen before, that he makes an effort to burn into his memory.
]

It'll shock them long enough not to try something for a while. I'd also quite like to see the looks on their faces.

[ admittedly, that is a part of it. ]

Something tells me I'm not much of a "kitten" in anyone's eyes but yours.

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