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will ([personal profile] royalist) wrote in [community profile] euchronia2024-11-01 10:48 am
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000 » my heart isn't beating


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luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xviii)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-06-08 04:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ they were relaxed just a moment ago, but he can feel Will shift beneath his hand, tighten with a stress that Louis did not expect. there are times he feels disconnected from Will's own insecurities, and he cannot understand the trigger that caused this sudden bout of anxiety. he's never been terribly good at dealing with it, but he's getting better at recognizing Will's mood shifts.

he does what he knows how to do best: he speaks matter-of-factly of his own beliefs.
]

Married in the village? No, certainly not. The Eldan Sanctum would have felt like a cage. Neither you nor I would've stayed in that place long enough, we would have chosen a life of travel far before we were of age to be married.

[ that is true. there is a love of travel that they both have that none of the other elda shared, and Louis is certain that if they grew up together, that it was the sentiment they would have shared. ]

If you're contemplating our nuptials in this scenario of yours, we would've had them upon whatever skyrunner we procured, far above Euchronia.

[ it's something that he never really thought about, really, Louis is someone who lives for the ambitions in the moment, always thinking about how he can twist certain situations in his own favor – or the favor of whatever utopia had he had been chasing. it's different now, but thinking about the fire – what became of them – it still haunts him in some respect. he finds that there's a space there when he talks about it with Will, as he never really had anyone else who could understand that vulnerability of his.

that makes it feel a bit better in a way he doesn't like to admit, but settles in without vocalizing it.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto liv)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-06-09 11:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[ it is difficult for Louis to imagine a world where their love of adventure did not coincide in a community of the recluse, fearful of stepping beyond their borders. there are details there: the fire, the king, when and how, and Louis' own circumstances, but all of that are just details. now that Louis has met Will, who came into his life like a force of nature, it is difficult to imagine himself without him.

honestly, he did not expect this sort of response – he never does, because here he thought he was speaking his mind more than he meant to sooth his lover, but Will is crawling on him and pushing him down and kissing him and he once again wonders how did this happen?
]

You are impossible.

[ but it doesn't sound like much of a protest coming from a man who could lift the king off and slink somewhere else if he disliked being this showered with affection. he is unused to it, perhaps – even with Will, due to a lifetime of personal neglect, and it's still something he doesn't quite know how to respond to.

there goes the king, putting his mouth on his horns too.
]

We're already married.
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto liii)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-06-13 12:50 am (UTC)(link)
[ there's that romantic again, the one that rears its head when Will is feeling sentimental. he has the same light to his eyes as the king did so many years ago when Louis was young, but where that turned out to be hollow, Will's is full of promise. the difference is in belief, isn't it? Louis had learned a while ago not to blindly follow idealism, but Will has already made it real.

Will scrambles all over him, partially rolling up and getting handsy. there are soft, cool kisses pressed over his face, even as he sighs (and yet still doesn't move).

and then,

and then

Will presses his fingertips into his horn, into the soft, velvety texture along his scalp. damn, why is he so weak to this? with another hn he melts bonelessly into the daybed.
]

How many times could marriage take?

[ he doesn't expect Will to answer that, he's just being a silly grump.

help him, save him, he's completely trapped.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto liv)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-06-20 01:07 am (UTC)(link)
[ perhaps it's that he'll never be used to affection, so Will receives this treatment each time, a little bit of surprise, a little bit of acceptance. more and more as Louis eases into allowing himself to be close to someone. Will tends to him the way that he likes, making it difficult to keep his ill-tempered frown. it's only been a few months, and Will's diligence in caring for him means that he knows just how to touch him. ]

I'm not either of those things.

[ but for the first time, Louis doesn't sound that commanding or convincing, instead it comes out like a soft gruff, the closest he gets to whining. it's so hard to complain when Will is allowing his fingers to press alongside that nice place on his horns, just under the mass of flaxen hair, like some sort of expert horn-rubber. ]

I'm very dangerous. You've heard the rumors.

[ yeah, but he doesn't look dangerous at all like this. ]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xxviii)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-06-20 09:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[ he's living through his teens again now that he's able to be safe and comfortable, probably. ]

Aren't you feeling cheeky. The worst comes from you, you know. You could compile a list of the crimes of Louis Guiabern, and sell them back to that rumormongering associate of yours for twice the coin.

[ it's hard to keep up now, especially with Will working his fingers through his hair, putting pressure against his scalp. all of his base instincts are screaming for him to get up, to leave any claim to pleasure, but even if he heeded that call, he's unable to do so – it just feels far too good.

a deep, long sigh comes from his chest, out through his lips as he deflates more. though he supposes that there are few out here that could say that the king has tended to them, and where Louis once wanted to be king, he is now the object of the king's affection, and is allowed more leniency than the king himself.

well, that's a thought, isn't it?
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xxvii)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-07-08 01:06 am (UTC)(link)
[ there are some that have probably already noticed that his expression changes with the king is around, even the senate who Louis despises. some of the castle staff have noticed that if they mention that they're explicitly doing something for the king, that Louis will allow them more grace (especially in the way of the softness his feature take on). it's an odd line in the sand, one where Louis will get violent if crossed. those know not test their limits with it. ]

Oh? And what would someone do with such information?

[ he inquires, still playing gruff. ]

The only one who could take advantage of it would be the king himself. After all, those that would come after the king's consort could find themselves at his behest, and he's less a kitten and more a beast under circumstances that do not befit him.

[ the pressure is gone from his horns – from his head – and now he feels odd without Will's touch. there's a soft, phantom tingle where his fingers have left, not quite an itch, but a reminder. perhaps he is a kitten for the king, but he doesn't seem to refute it.

no, it's his now.
]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto lviii)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-07-10 09:13 pm (UTC)(link)
[ it's not even as if Louis can deny it, or that he wants to. certainly, it's something he'd openly admit to anyone. there are many qualities of Louis Guiabern: he's a charismatic genius, a violent meritocratic tyrant, a cunning politician and a simp for the king. the rumor would not be a concern to him, as anyone who wished to use it against him or the king would ultimately find consequence awaiting at the end of his blade. it had been a lifetime of work to get to the point where he did not want to hide, and the king deserves someone of strength to stand beside him.

he even thinks that his devotion occasional unnerves the Senate, as well as any naysayers. there is no one in Euchronia that could say their marriage was purely political, even if that was the legs it original stood on.
]

It's always strange to hear you say that.

[ he's always been a threat, never a blessing unless it was to those following him. ]

If you call me kitten in chambers, I'm certain that the Senate will have something to say about it. You are free to do with it as you will.

[ as in, he gives Will permission to use that pet name anywhere he wants. why not? not only is it rather amusing, it is sort of true. ]
luciferi: by sousaphone dnt (canto xv)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-07-25 02:11 am (UTC)(link)
[ it's rather humorous to him; he quite likes the idea. a serious meeting in front of the senate, the king facing them to make a statement, then announcing Louis as "kitten." he can see their blustering, red, annoying faces: the two princes sputtering, the Igniter Consortium Head smiling tightly, and Will glowing with pride.

quite the sight it's going to be.

while Louis was never known for his sense of humor, they've been together long enough that certain details of his personality are now shining through. it's the same for him: the little parts of Will that he hasn't seen before, that he makes an effort to burn into his memory.
]

It'll shock them long enough not to try something for a while. I'd also quite like to see the looks on their faces.

[ admittedly, that is a part of it. ]

Something tells me I'm not much of a "kitten" in anyone's eyes but yours.
luciferi: by luciferi dnt (canto lxxxv)

[personal profile] luciferi 2025-07-28 10:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[ there he goes, outstretched fingers, all too willing to conquer (not another nation, but his husband's secret horned diadem). Louis could raise a hand to stop him, grab his wrists or shift him somewhere to jostle him, but he accepts his affectionate fate, Will's hands finding the spot that Will seems to love just as much as Louis does.

when he put on the guise of clemar, he did not expect to be afflicted by this troublesome response from his body at the mere touch of Will's fingers. yet, he finds himself getting used to it, even enjoying it.

with a few soft rubs, Louis hums gently beneath his breath and sinks into the daybed, as if he's about to drift off for a nap. then he utters, feeling quite agreeable:
]

... As you say, my king.

[ it seems like it may be time for an afternoon nap before dinner, something Louis also hadn't partaken in until recently. sometimes he believes this life is far too peaceful for someone like him, other times he finds all the horrible things about his past so very far, far away.

this is one of those times. ]