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TFLN OVERFLOW.

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[personal profile] forhalia 2024-12-10 04:15 am (UTC)(link)
[ Very accurate and to scale... ]

I like the sound of that idea, too. Besides, it's part of every available opportunity.

Can I ask for a hint to find you?
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[personal profile] forhalia 2024-12-16 05:06 am (UTC)(link)
[ Hmm... On the runner, very close, hours every day... Does that mean that Will can see him? Strohl is moving, peering around, in case Will's head peeks out nearby to come into view. ]

Hours awake or asleep?
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[personal profile] forhalia 2024-12-28 11:36 am (UTC)(link)
[ To Strohl's credit, he doesn't jump upon being startled, just a little, by Will's exclamation. His own laughter comes a moment later, joining Will's, as he approaches, directly in front of his friend before long. ]

Did I?

[ He'll accept Will's generosity, he supposes, though they both know that he didn't really finish guessing to earn it. ]

Sometimes I feel as though I've spent longer hours slumped over in the strategy room, wide awake... Not every day, thankfully. So you meant it quite literally, this very spot.

[ It positions Will perfectly for Strohl to lean closer and kiss him — right on the tip of his nose. Once, twice, and a third time for good measure. ]
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[personal profile] forhalia 2025-01-10 07:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ One more kiss isn't enough — Strohl's hands settle over Will's, wanting to keep them where they are, and his lips part for another kiss to follow the warm pressure of Will's mouth meeting his own — but Will's invitation is a brilliant tactical retreat, too. That comes first, then, after a brief pause as Strohl grimaces in alarm that isn't entirely feigned, as if he could well expect to pay for the confidence that all queasiness has become a thing of the past. For the moment, he lets go of Will, squeezing himself into the cramped space to share, the two of them pressed close in the bunk. ]

Right, let's not. We'll get back to what we were doing instead.

[ They'll still make dinner, and the others will inevitably tease them, no matter where they sneak in their daily kisses, but right now, all Strohl can think is that he wants to hear Will's laughter again, as often as possible. This time, he reaches out to cradle Will's face between his palms, foreheads touching. His thumbs trace the soft curve of Will's cheeks.

Another kiss, finally, this one for Will's mouth, before Strohl's hands find Will's, lifting them so that he can kiss Will's fingers one by one. His lips brush against each of their ends, each knuckle. ]
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[personal profile] forhalia 2025-02-04 04:36 am (UTC)(link)
[ Every finger, as promised. Strohl doesn't stop to say so aloud, demonstrating it with every kiss, his pace steady. He knows Will's hands well by now, and Will's touch, but like Will's laughter and Will himself, he can't get enough of them, tracing them over and over, reliving the experience again and again. He can't get enough of Will smiling, pleased, either. It's another reason to be thankful to Will — his captain, his friend, his love.

But he pauses to glance up from Will's knuckles, without lowering Will's hands, as Will murmurs his remarks. It isn't really a question that Will needs him to answer, he realizes. It's what Will sees when he looks at him. It's something that he thinks himself, about Will. ]


Now I do.

[ He hasn't given it much thought, to be honest, and were it not for Will... Well, there would have been no reason to contemplate it at all. Now, hearing the warm tone of Will's voice, he wants to make sure that he's worthy of it. Of Will.

Strohl's thumbs stroke Will's palms before he presses his lips to the back of one hand, followed by the other. ]


I could ask you the same thing, my friend.

[ Does Will know how beautiful he is? ]
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[personal profile] forhalia 2025-03-03 04:30 am (UTC)(link)
[ My love... To think that he can call Will that as much as he pleases. Stopping to admire the unexpected treat bestowed upon him in the form of Will's blushing, Strohl revels in being gifted Will's smile and his laughter once more, too, laughing a little again himself. Will's friendship is as precious to him as Will's love, and having both isn't merely a wonderful dream; he can touch and kiss Will for the pleasure of it, not to remind himself that Will is real and here with him.

He really does count himself incredibly lucky. ]


My love.

[ It's whispered in response, and Will leaning in lets Strohl kiss his nose a fourth time. Will's lips are next: one more kiss, and another. And then, tilting his head, mouth against Will's ear, Strohl repeats the words like a pledge. ]

My love. I'll face a barrage of gauntlet shrooms and endure Hulkenberg's training regimen with her on my back, to be with you every day.

[ Those "threats" are the least of their worries, but it's true that as long as Will is there, Strohl feels steadier on his feet than he did in days past, his heart lighter. ]
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[personal profile] forhalia 2025-04-06 11:48 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Leaning back slightly — not too far, careful not to dislodge Will from his position — Strohl enjoys the sight of Will blushing even more awhile longer. If anything is terribly cute around here, it's Will, impossible to resist with that pleading look of his! But then, he's impossible to resist as it is...

Wrapping his arms around his friend and lover, Strohl holds Will there. For his part, although it is embarrassing to need comforting when he hopes to be someone for Will to depend on, he's glad that Will likes it, at least. It isn't such a bad thing to be thought of as cute then.

Strohl utters another laugh of his own, a softer chuckle. Their pledges now might sound funny, but there's still some truth in them, in the feelings behind them. ]


Well... I'll take the gauntlet shrooms over caterpillars.

[ His gaze retraces Will's features one more time. Will's very presence comforts him in so many ways — he doesn't want to take advantage of it, constantly burdening Will with all of his thoughts, even if Will doesn't see it as a burden. ]

Speaking of comforting and eating, if you've any special requests for dinner, now's the time to make them known. We've stocked up, right?
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[personal profile] forhalia 2025-04-25 02:28 am (UTC)(link)
[ And again, it's very hard to resist Will right there within easy reach to keep kissing, but they do need dinner themselves. It's some consolation that they'll actually have plenty of time to sneak in more of their daily kisses in the kitchen, exactly as planned. The prospect of a delicious roast and delicious Will to look forward to puts Strohl in exceptionally high spirits; his face immediately lights up. ]

Your idea has my vote, Captain. You paid such close attention when you watched me before, so I'm sure we'll cook our meat to tender, juicy perfection together every time.

[ Moving from the bunk to the kitchen means having to let go of Will — but not for long. As soon as they've both climbed back out, on their feet in the runner hallway, Strohl holds out his hand to take one of Will's. He doesn't hesitate to seize the chance to kiss Will's cheek along the way.

It's off to the pantry first, and then the kitchen, their ingredients laid out on the benchtop in front of them. Hands washed, sleeves rolled up, Strohl begins to prepare the cuts of meat. ]
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[personal profile] forhalia 2025-04-29 06:38 am (UTC)(link)
[ Strohl was at least partially deceived by Will's thoughtful pose, full of faith in his captain's squirrelly blue head. Now, astonished even though he probably shouldn't be, he turns his head to gape at Will, knife stilling. Will watched and listened so intently... because of him? ]

What? Really? You were looking at me the whole time?!

[ Not the meat and its juices? Then again, "watch your meat and adjust the heat" aside, Strohl was the one to basically tell Will to let his preference guide him, which is what Will took to heart, in a way.

It's flattering, and just like Will's reverent remarks earlier did, it fills Strohl with an elated warmth. He is partly teasing himself, smiling at Will. He even sets the knife down for a moment to lean in again and plant another kiss on the tip of Will's nose. ]


I do know the feeling...

[ If only he didn't have to stop looking at Will every so often while they're cooking! ]
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[personal profile] forhalia 2025-05-14 03:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ It's extremely unfair that Strohl can't wrap his arms around Will again for the time being, not without washing his hands after handling the meat first. He can't even turn around to give Will more kisses and get him to make more of his terribly cute noises! Or he could, but Will hugging him from behind, rubbing his cheek against his back, is just as cute. For all that they have dinner to cook, he doesn't want Will to stop any of that, either.

What is a man to do... For now, with another fond chuckle, Strohl peers down at Will as Will peers around him. He gives his impish sous chef a little nudge to the arm using one elbow, gently. ]


And here I thought I was subtle about it! Well, Gallica wasn't exaggerating, and you know that you're my kind of strange.

[ Strohl's smile softens here. ]

Maybe I already felt drawn to you from the start... I wanted another chance to talk to you, not just because you managed to read your book in that caravan.
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[personal profile] forhalia 2025-05-31 07:25 am (UTC)(link)
I feel the same way. We'll just have to find more chances to talk even then.

[ But no matter how nice it feels to have Will's arms around him, Strohl has to accept that they can't stay pressed against each other at the moment. Still, the kitchen seems so much colder after Will lets go... He tears himself away long enough to turn back to the waiting meat, finishing his preparations while Will takes care of the vegetables.

They make a good team, and cooking together is fun.

With the seasoned ingredients ready to set over the heat, they're free to wash their hands and go back to touching each other at last. Catching Will around the waist from behind, Strohl rests his chin on Will's head. They're still paying attention to the roast! ]
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[personal profile] forhalia 2025-07-08 02:04 pm (UTC)(link)
What do you think?

[ Strohl's response is playful in return, warm with affection. Will fits into his embrace so perfectly, and Strohl does his best to tuck him in against himself, as if he really is a clemar-shaped blanket custom-made for Will. That's his answer, plain in the way he holds Will as close as he can: he likes this very much.

He likes Will's delight, and feeling Will press into his touch. He likes knowing that Will is comfortable in his arms.

And now that the roast is cooking in the oven, the aroma of the meat slowly filling the air, it's nice and cozy just to stand here together as they are, even if they can hear the usual noises of the runner in the background, or footsteps and doors down the hallway outside. ]
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[personal profile] forhalia 2025-10-18 03:28 am (UTC)(link)
[ There goes their nice and cozy moment. Will's Strohl blanket was just as engrossed in holding Will, steady as Will rocked against him, and he would have happily stayed like that, breathing in the scent of Will's hair and the spices in the kitchen, but Neuras's teasing jolts him out of it with Will. They've been caught... Of course, it's not really a problem, no, and it's not the first time that the others have come across them being, well, lovey-dovey.

Turning pink himself, Strohl throws a look over his shoulder. He doesn't let go of Will. ]


...Uh. Right. Thanks, Neuras. [ Never mind that they came here from the bunks just a little while ago... ] Dinner's almost ready, by the way!

[ Almost, as in not yet, since the roast needs more time to cook. Neuras is probably already out of earshot anyway.

Strohl glances back down at Will, who seems to be burrowing into his arms like a little rabbit might to hide there. ]


At least no one's thrown a single gauntlet shroom at us?