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will ([personal profile] royalist) wrote in [community profile] euchronia2025-08-16 12:45 pm
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012 » fight fear for the selfish pain






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[personal profile] forhalia 2025-09-06 12:46 am (UTC)(link)
[ The capital is a place where sickening spectacle draws a crowd. Executions, slave auctions... Just a handful of days here have driven home several times over how sheltered a life Strohl has lived, even though the idyllic fields of Halia are nothing more than a distant memory now.

Today's scene makes his blood boil, too, and it brings his steps to a halt near the edges of the throng gathered before the platform where the "goods" are put on display for their prospective bidders. A rare treasure, the auctioneer boasts, as if he's patting himself on the back for a job well done, getting his hands on some exotic object thanks to his own discerning eye. Yet he handles the eldan boy like an unwanted dog, an unsightly thing to foist off on the first person he can convince to take it.

Twenty reeve. It's bad enough that these are people's lives, not a merchant's wares, but that's adding insult to injury.

Nobody places a single bid. They're all too busy muttering more of their comments, speculating that there has to be a catch, if the auctioneer could settle for that paltry sum. It can't be a real elda, maybe he's diseased, and so on...

Strohl finds himself pushing his way through the crowd, to the very front. It won't do any good to make a scene, he knows, and this is just one auction among many, one slave where there are countless others, but he can't abide the thought of walking away, either.

"Watch it, you—" Jostled, a man shoves back; Strohl pays him no mind, focused on the pair standing on that platform. Well... The boy — Will — looks like his legs are about to give out underneath him and send him tumbling to the ground. The auctioneer's intervention now is just as rough as it was moments ago, hauling the elda upright again, before he clears his throat.

"Do I hear twenty reeve? C'mon, wouldn't want a find like this slippin' through yer fingers, eh?" ]


Twenty.

[ Strohl repeats the number with disgust, undisguised and incredulous. The auctioneer's gaze lands on him as his speaking up sets off another round of murmurs, how exactly a young man could put a find like this to use among them. ]

That's it? Far be it from me to turn down your generosity.
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[personal profile] forhalia 2025-09-21 09:40 am (UTC)(link)
[ The elda (Will, funny coincidence that it's so close to a different name held in Strohl's memories) barely looks up, but his timid glances somehow pierce Strohl to the core. It isn't pity, no, and it's certainly nothing like having second thoughts — he just wants the boy to look at him again. Could have sworn that there was something familiar about Will, for a moment.

But he shakes himself out of it, setting the thought aside as ridiculous, and besides, it's not as if he stepped in because he fancied that he recognized someone he knew. His hands have already come up to catch Will, to steady him, even if he hasn't handed over the twenty reeve yet. The boy's slight frame feels distressingly frail beneath his palms; he loosens his grip, keeps it gentle, despite the anger rising within him.

"Well?" The auctioneer's patience is a thin thread near snapping, his mood soured. Among the crowd, some are beginning to whisper that they should have bid after all, that might have been a real bargain, but it's too late now.

It's best to hurry before any of them do try to draw this out even longer.

Without letting go of Will altogether, Strohl reaches into his knapsack, which truthfully isn't bursting at the seams with coin or anything else that would paint a target on his back, and gives the auctioneer his payment. The man snatches it from his fingers, finally unlocks Will's chains, and motions for newly-acquainted master and slave to move out of the way so that he can get back to his auction. He probably can't wait to make more than twenty reeve next time...

It's impossible to put a stop to all of it. There'll be more auctions just like this one. Reluctantly, Strohl reminds himself of that — he's done the only thing within his power right now. He'll see to it that Will is treated well from now on.

Turning to the boy, both hands resting on Will's shoulders, he looks him over more closely. His voice is quieter than it was when he spoke to the auctioneer, his tone warmer. ]


Shall we be off? If you feel up to walking, I mean.
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[personal profile] forhalia 2025-09-30 03:55 am (UTC)(link)
[ Now that Will has lifted his gaze to look at Strohl again in turn, his eyes really are captivating. Once more, that flicker of something like recognition makes itself felt, but Strohl only offers the boy a smile, gives Will's thin shoulders a gentle squeeze, hoping that it reassures him. Maybe it's not enough, after the things that Will must have gone through as a slave...

Strohl wants to tell him that there's no need to call him master, let alone be afraid. He wants to promise Will then and there that everything will be better.

(Can he promise Will that? What does a clemar know of an elda's lot in life? Just hearing the auctioneer and the people here was awful, but it sounds like Will served someone's household before, and then there's the question of how that happened and how he ended up in today's auction...)

They should leave this place first, get Will somewhere far away from any slavers. ]


Let's go, then.

[ Withdrawing his hands, Strohl leads Will out of there, the crowd behind them soon. Before long, though he set his pace to match Will's, he stops in his tracks to shed his coat, holding it out to the boy. It should be warmer to wear than just the threadbare things that Will has at the moment. ]

Here. We'll get you clothes of your own, of course, but I hope this will do until we manage that.
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[personal profile] forhalia 2025-10-06 09:32 am (UTC)(link)
[ Strohl could kick himself. So much for making sure that everything will be better... All he's managed is something thoughtless, leaving Will uncomfortable. Of course it won't be as easy as, what, wrapping Will in his coat as if it's a blanket?

It's heartening, at least, to see Will holding the garment in his arms, practically hugging it. Strohl gazes at the boy, honestly rather charmed by the sight, though what he's hearing is disturbing all over again. Is housework really all that they had Will do, if he had to wear a dress for his owner...?

He doesn't want Will to relive any of it. ]


Hey... You don't have to call me anything but Strohl or do anything to earn clothes or anything else. All right? I just didn't want to leave you back there.

[ And he won't leave Will standing here or make him walk around the city any longer than they need to. Pointing into the distance, Strohl means to take Will to the inn where he has found a room for the time being. Some food and a bath will hopefully go over better than the talk of new clothes. ]

We don't have far to walk, by the way.
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[personal profile] forhalia 2025-10-19 01:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Thankfully, no one's staring too much... Once they make it to the inn room, Strohl shuts the door behind them, facing Will after that. The boy seems happy to clutch his coat close as though it's actually a blanket, and he decides to let Will keep holding onto it. ]

Well, here we are. Just an inn room right now, but you'll want something to eat and a bath, right?

[ They can start with that. Clothes... Having some on hand would have helped, since Will could change into them after his bath. Strohl lifts one hand to his chin, thinking.

He really can't bring himself to drag Will around town without any shoes, so maybe it'd be better to take his measurements and go look for something that he can wear? At least until they can find something else together... ]


Let me take care of that while you make yourself comfortable — won't be long.

[ But he waits for Will to react first, unwilling to leave him alone unless he can be sure that it's fine. The last thing he wants is to make Will feel abandoned. He doubts that it's easy for Will to just sit down and make himself comfortable in a new place, anyway. ]
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[personal profile] forhalia 2025-12-08 06:53 am (UTC)(link)
[ Small steps. Trying to reassure Will won't get far if it makes him feel like he's done something wrong, least of all when he's already anxious, so Strohl doesn't comment on the "sir" or insist that it's no trouble to draw him a bath. The room should be pretty safe, and he'll be back from downstairs soon — worrying about Will running off on him or someone breaking in didn't even cross his mind. Still, he'll take the promise as another good sign.

Reaching out, Strohl gives Will's shoulder a light pat. ]


I believe you.

[ If anything, he wants to promise that he'll never do anything that would make Will feel the need to run away. That much is something that he hopes Will can trust. ]

See you in a bit, all right?

[ Will has the room and the bathtub and a bar of soap to himself for the next while; Strohl fetches a meal for the two of them to share, bringing it upstairs along with a borrowed tape measure and a scrap of paper. After a knock, he lets himself back into the room, where he sets the food down to wait for Will. A bowl of vegetable soup, slices of bread, and a glass of water will be Will's to have once he's finished bathing, nothing too heavy so that he can ease his stomach into handling it. ]